Psilocybin

My 15 gram Mushroom Trip   Let me start out by giving you a bit about my background, I am 53 years old. I suffer from severe depression. I was abused terribly by my parents, both physically and mentally. I was abandoned in Las Vegas by my mother when I was 14. She was convicted of abuse and neglect. I was emancipated by the state at 17 and went to work doing construction. By this time I was well on my way to being an addict. My entire life has been spent chasing the next high, It doesn't m...

The other night I ate 3g of cubensis. I ate them with a friend but we soon went to seperate rooms which gave me opportunity to sit in silent darkness and listen to what the universe had to say to me. I became one with all that has ever been and all that will ever be. I vibrated with the energy of mountains as well as the stars. I felt every emotion possible and realized how connected we all are. I was shown the wiring under the board and came to the realization that our universe isn't the only o...

My first trip on mushrooms was beautiful. The days leading up to my trip I ate very healthy and meditated twice daily also cleared my environment of stresses to ensure a really good trip. Went into this looking for a spiritual awakening or some self reflection and improvement. Finding mushies was actually quite hard for me, but the ones I found were great. I took 4.5gs with strawberries to counter the taste, worked great. Right after eating I sat down with my sister and started watching Across t...

I was experiencing some discomfort on 4g of shrooms and this is what the plant spirits told me... “everything is fine, you're just waking up...just breathe, it's peaceful here, you're just moving up vibrations fast and it's disorienting...it's intense but peaceful ...sure, your skin doesn't feel like it's attached to your body right now and you are a vast, infinite cosmic orgasm floating in the abyss but...it's ok...keep breathing...everything is divine and perfect, let go!” It was a weird...

So last night I took 3.2g of my first ever grow of mushrooms, ground up in gel caps. After the 45 min mark I decided to lay on my bed, listening to some meditation music and wait for the onset. Things started to get going around the hour mark, nice mild visuals, I was like cool, here we go. Then I started to get toothache, something I've had for a week or more. I was like shit, I can't go through this trip with toothache, so I googled if it was ok to take paracetamol and ibuprofen, struggling to...

Trip Report Substance: Psilocybin Mushrooms (Penis Envy) Dosage: 14g 8:45pm: Knowing I was gonna trip, I didn’t eat all day. Consumed the mushrooms. I always find that smoking a bong of some good weed somehow will make the effects come faster, so I figured I’d do so....

I ate 14 grams of mushrooms. Let me give some backstory. I finished school in 1997 i was 17,my father signed a waiver for me to enlist in the Army. 11-bravo. I was deployed 4 times. After being wounded  pretty badly i got out in 2006. I then was"recruited" to contract for the Government,i did until 2012. I was able to hide my ever growing drug addiction that came about after my 2nd deployment. I was always into Mushrooms Dmt as well as Lsd. I used drugs to kill my self loathing and hate i had fo...

I’ve been microdosing for about 1 month… .30g 2x a week. I am not the same person that I was before psilocybin. Who on earth would ever go back to the matrix as we know it. Happy to call you all family!

Background: Freshly broken up with my ex this June on a Friday morning. It was rather sudden so my weekend had cleared of any plans. I had been rather depressed and thoughts of suicide most days of the week. I decided that a major trip to reset my mind and help me figure out my next step in life was the best idea for the weekend. So I went home and prepped my bedroom to trip (music, Bob Ross, lava lamp and drinks) 6:00pm Eat 2 1 gram 63% cacao chocolates I made as well as a 56 gram penis envy I...

Saturday night, I weighed out 12g of dried cubes, broke them into pieces and put them in the French press with a pint of water just off the boil. I fasted all day, so these were going to go down on an empty stomach, but at the last minute I chickened out and put the cafetiere in the fridge to chill.  I was hungover from Friday, and it was quite late, like 11pm, and I didn’t want to spend all night tripping.  I’ve never taken this amount all in one go before, and I wanted to make sure everything ...

So, for context this girl and I have been talking about 2 weeks and met the first time about a week ago. Psychedelic healing was one of the topics that brought us together. We had set to take mushrooms together, but we needed somewhere to go as she had her dog with her. We decided to get an Airbnb hovel on a farm. So, we drove about 3 hours to get out there, and arrived around 5pm. We quickly learned that we didn’t consider how cold it would be that night. It was already starting to drop, and ev...

Not really sure where to begin..I'm still trying to process/remember/make sense of everything that happened, so I guess I'm just going to jot things down as I think of them. I took under half a gram of apes Sunday afternoon..the ones I have are extremely potent, so this was far from a typical "microdose".. I also think I'm very susceptible to the effects of mushrooms for whatever reason.  I had a really relaxed and somewhat excited mindset going into the experience. I was at home with my husb...

I took 3.5 of shrooms. I see visuals . I saw fractals and spirals with rainbow colors lingering in dark its like 3d. I saw lot of eyes . Then i asked questions. I asked why I am here . She says its very obvious why you are here . You are calling yourself . I asked again why does sexual abuse happened to me. It direct me to another answer maybe shes making sure i wont go back to the past. She told me how awesome i am . What are the things i can do. She curses at me. She told me i am here for a pu...

So this all started with 2g of golden teachers, no visuals but a lovely warm rushing "coming up" sensation, me and my Mrs did around the same, supplemented with 1.5g of Penis Envi after a hour or so. Again nothing too crazy hallucination wise which was a surprise for us after a few years (decades even) off from any sort of psychedelics. We just felt amazing but I was chasing a more visual experience. So we tentatively broke out the rest of the care pack a friend had sent out to Spain to us fr...

Been itching to try out a mushroom tea since my last several trips have been inconvenienced with stomach discomfort before and after the experience. Last minute decision, because I got some quiet peaceful alone time I drank 2 coffee cups full of mushroom tea on a half full stomach. Effects took an hour before anything was felt. About 2 hours before I peaked. I felt like time was moving slower and colours were more exaggerated. I also felt a little chilly so I hopped in the bath for a bit to begi...

Hello everyone,  I had posted on my page mid-way through a trip about how hard I was tripping and promised a report but I forgot. Here it goes.  The holidays this year have been awful. My mother stopped recognizing me as her daughter early June and my family nearby stopped talking to me because of all the drama. So these holidays I spent them alone, sad, and stressed.  ...