Psilocybin

My 15 gram Mushroom Trip   Let me start out by giving you a bit about my background, I am 53 years old. I suffer from severe depression. I was abused terribly by my parents, both physically and mentally. I was abandoned in Las Vegas by my mother when I was 14. She was convicted of abuse and neglect. I was emancipated by the state at 17 and went to work doing construction. By this time I was well on my way to being an addict. My entire life has been spent chasing the next high, It doesn't m...

The other night I ate 3g of cubensis. I ate them with a friend but we soon went to seperate rooms which gave me opportunity to sit in silent darkness and listen to what the universe had to say to me. I became one with all that has ever been and all that will ever be. I vibrated with the energy of mountains as well as the stars. I felt every emotion possible and realized how connected we all are. I was shown the wiring under the board and came to the realization that our universe isn't the only o...

My first trip on mushrooms was beautiful. The days leading up to my trip I ate very healthy and meditated twice daily also cleared my environment of stresses to ensure a really good trip. Went into this looking for a spiritual awakening or some self reflection and improvement. Finding mushies was actually quite hard for me, but the ones I found were great. I took 4.5gs with strawberries to counter the taste, worked great. Right after eating I sat down with my sister and started watching Across t...

I was experiencing some discomfort on 4g of shrooms and this is what the plant spirits told me... “everything is fine, you're just waking up...just breathe, it's peaceful here, you're just moving up vibrations fast and it's disorienting...it's intense but peaceful ...sure, your skin doesn't feel like it's attached to your body right now and you are a vast, infinite cosmic orgasm floating in the abyss but...it's ok...keep breathing...everything is divine and perfect, let go!” It was a weird...

So last night I took 3.2g of my first ever grow of mushrooms, ground up in gel caps. After the 45 min mark I decided to lay on my bed, listening to some meditation music and wait for the onset. Things started to get going around the hour mark, nice mild visuals, I was like cool, here we go. Then I started to get toothache, something I've had for a week or more. I was like shit, I can't go through this trip with toothache, so I googled if it was ok to take paracetamol and ibuprofen, struggling to...

Trip Report Substance: Psilocybin Mushrooms (Penis Envy) Dosage: 14g 8:45pm: Knowing I was gonna trip, I didn’t eat all day. Consumed the mushrooms. I always find that smoking a bong of some good weed somehow will make the effects come faster, so I figured I’d do so....

I ate 14 grams of mushrooms. Let me give some backstory. I finished school in 1997 i was 17,my father signed a waiver for me to enlist in the Army. 11-bravo. I was deployed 4 times. After being wounded  pretty badly i got out in 2006. I then was"recruited" to contract for the Government,i did until 2012. I was able to hide my ever growing drug addiction that came about after my 2nd deployment. I was always into Mushrooms Dmt as well as Lsd. I used drugs to kill my self loathing and hate i had fo...

I’ve been microdosing for about 1 month… .30g 2x a week. I am not the same person that I was before psilocybin. Who on earth would ever go back to the matrix as we know it. Happy to call you all family!

Background: Freshly broken up with my ex this June on a Friday morning. It was rather sudden so my weekend had cleared of any plans. I had been rather depressed and thoughts of suicide most days of the week. I decided that a major trip to reset my mind and help me figure out my next step in life was the best idea for the weekend. So I went home and prepped my bedroom to trip (music, Bob Ross, lava lamp and drinks) 6:00pm Eat 2 1 gram 63% cacao chocolates I made as well as a 56 gram penis envy I...

Saturday night, I weighed out 12g of dried cubes, broke them into pieces and put them in the French press with a pint of water just off the boil. I fasted all day, so these were going to go down on an empty stomach, but at the last minute I chickened out and put the cafetiere in the fridge to chill.  I was hungover from Friday, and it was quite late, like 11pm, and I didn’t want to spend all night tripping.  I’ve never taken this amount all in one go before, and I wanted to make sure everything ...