Meditation

I was anxious when I started the breath work class. Checking in late, not knowing how to make a zoom call, dialing up a number to get connected sketched me out a bit, meeting people I had never met before. And then when asked to tell a little about myself, I got nervous. I didn't know if I should be discreet or share my name and details about myself. All these thoughts got me filled with anxiety. So when I started the breathwork, I had to flush out all the distracting thoughts in my head. When ...

After doing some research on the active compounds in shilajit it lead me to wonder how it could affect a dmt trip since it can possibly affect melatonin, gaba, and serotonin, etc. I mixed a glob of shilajit in hot water. (Took some the previous night before bed too) About 20 mins after finishing the drink i meditated and got my heart rate down. Then I took 2 large puffs off of a dmt cart. That’s it. Idk how but that was the most amazing experience I’ve had yet. On just 2 large puffs. When I c...

So I’ve had a little bit of anxiety about going into the realm again. But that calling is so strong and I chickened out the last time. So this time it was calling me even more. I had a elevated heart rate. I wanted to lower it and relax before I blast off. So after I prayed I started off focused on using this to benefit me spiritually, mentally, and in my life. I began by meditating and deep breathing. Then began using a simple “Om” or “Aum” mantra. After probably 20-25 minutes of this I start...

After experimenting with mushrooms, lsd, and some dmt I have had various experiences with some form of projecting myself out of my body. It’s like I can see through the false reality and see what’s behind the curtains. Cosmic noise and energy waves. I’ll try to explain the best I can. I wish I could do better but word fail me. I’m recently keep having these experiences more often Projecting myself outside of my own body. I can see the void all around me. Through my minds eye I can see others ...

So i saw this orb sphere like light essentially looking like a star ig it to me felt like the core. there were light lines circling the sphere revolving around the core. i was connected to the light as i came in, practice with meditation i believe made the transition easy. when i had a couple of doubts and worries creep up in my mind, the light started to dissipate and fade to Black. the little light lines circling lost their power and color, tried lighting up and moving, but instead of being br...