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Last night around midnight after doing some dmt We decided to eat the mushrooms that I got from a friend of a friend with a friend of mine who I haven’t seen for a while. We wanted to celebrate him being sober from alcohol for one month so We split an eighth. We ate them around midnight. By 1 o’clock I started to feel them kicking in. We played 9 ball pool and chatted about life, things looked a little bit cartoonified and more vibrant, the walls got a little wavy gravy and wiggly squiggly. My buddy seemed a bit blurry or hazy like he wasn’t solid, almost like a hologram. We went outside and smoked a joint. We ate some weed edibles. We smoked cigarettes I rolled with a mix of many different sacred herbs including the ganja he traded me for some deems. I put on some music and started dancing a bit, feeling the music with every cell in my body. My buddy, he told me that I was a wizard or a witch doctor, and I told him wizards aren’t real and laughed. He said that I kept changing into different people he knew and I laughed. I wanted to tell him that I’m a supersonic psychedelic shapeshifter. I wanted to tell him I am all those other people he knows. But I didn’t. That’s just the mushrooms talking. We went outside and sat on the ground by a big pine tree and we gave some tobacco to the spirit of the tree. We looked up at the stars and talked about astrology and astronomy. He suggested I get a telescope and I decided that’s what I’m asking for for Christmas from my family. He opened up to me and shared a traumatic story of some crazy shit he went through when he was homeless. He told me he’s really sick from drinking booze (pancreatitis) and he probably has less than a year to live. I told him how proud I was of him for overcoming so much and getting sober off of alcohol. I told him we need to be mindful and sober (from alcohol) so we can remember the good times. We smoked a joint. Laying and sitting and just Grounding on the earth felt really good and we talked about how cool it would be if I owned my house so I could throw a music festival in my yard (it’s BIG). He said he would talk to investors about buying the house so we could make it into a festival destination or hotel or spa and healing center. Fun to dream big when you’re really high. Anyways, it was pretty fun. I feel like we bonded and processed some traumas and let go of some old burdens and he forgave himself for things he was holding onto. Our friendship leveled up and we had a good time. I am hoping and praying he stays off the booze and that the mushroom trip helped him gain insight into the reasons why he needs to stay away from alcohol. He could recover and bounce back, I really hope he does. Mush love

I decided to try the acacia dmt again last night. For a second time. I took one big rip, probably about 75mg. The visuals were so trippy I struggled to gain any meaningful insight from the peak of the experience. I remember seeing a melting morphing checkerboard pattern with some kind of “machine elf” that seemed to be controlling the motion of the vision. It was too intense to behold and I opened my eyes briefly to ground myself but it seemed like I was in an entirely different room and I seemed to be a different person. I remember jumping from one place to another spontaneously, changing into different people. I almost got the impression that dozens of other people had also blasted off at the same time as me and we were jumping through each other as we tripped. Like musical chairs but with our bodies and locations. I closed my eyes again and the visions were reminiscent of the visuals I’ve seen in new age videos that talk about the quantum field. There were lines connecting everything and they seemed very springy. I felt my own inner balance connecting to the field and when I moved everything else in the universe moved with me like it was all interconnected. I felt my mind connected with my higher self and it seemed like I tapped into the collective unconscious or my subconscious. In this state I felt like I understood everything and everything seemed perfect, balanced, whole and wonderful. White squares came around my head and I got the impression that I was being scanned or trapped in some kind of cat scan box, it’s hard to describe but I felt claustrophobic. It seemed like I was being juiced or milked for imagination and inspiration or perhaps imprisoned. I felt uncomfortable but I stayed calm. I opened my eyes and the room changed a few times and I changed into a few more people until it was my own room again and I was myself again. I felt very relieved to be back to normal and I had a sense that everything was okay. (Art by Salviadroid)

So a few weeks ago a friend and I were sitting outside at a picnic table on one of the last days of summer. We were listening to music and enjoying the fresh air. Once a good song I liked came on I whipped out my trusty yocan vape and loaded a large helping of dmt into it. I took a big puff and passed it to my friend. He hit it hard and we both sat there doing a special breathing technique I learned online that is supposed to increase dmt levels naturally. I didn’t have any visuals other than things getting slightly cartoonish and higher saturation and contrast, kind of like seeing HD tv compared to normal tv. I did experience some wild body high effects though. While I was doing the breathing technique and passing the vape back and forth I felt wings grow out of my shoulders! I felt them stretch out and I could really seem to feel the warm breeze blowing through them. I got up and started dancing to the music, it felt like the music was moving me and I couldn’t control myself. It felt so good to move with the sound. Normally my right shoulder is tight and numb and in pain but it felt wonderful at that time. After I finished dancing I told my friend and he said he felt the same way, that he grew wings too. Maybe it’s the power of suggestion or perhaps he was kidding with me. Either way it was a cool thing to feel and experience. I have dreams of flying all the time and since this happened I’ve felt the need to occasionally do the breathing technique and stretch out my imaginary wings. Have you ever felt anything similar? Ever dream of flying?