Psilocybin

So I recently got my hands on some albino penis envy. I have done who knows how many mushrooms this summer but certainly more than I ever had at any other point in my life. I knew that the apes were probably much more potent than my usual supply and probably should have taken less, but I was cocky and wanted to push it as far as possible. So I didn't eat anything before I started because I wanted to get the most of them. I set aside 10g and began to eat them but I only made it through about 8 o...

Hi guys! I would like to describe my "bad trip" that landed me in the hospital with mushrooms as well as ask for way to avoid this situation in the future. I haven't tried mushrooms again since this experience, but have been looking into tea or other ways to consume psilocybin.  A few years ago I lived in an apartment with 4 of my friends, they were more experienced with psychedelics than I was at the time and we decided to take mushrooms one night. I believe I had 3-4 grams all together and ...

Life has a unique way of redirecting your plans. The night of the trip, I consumed a bit less than what I had originally planned. A continuation from my last trip that included intentions to: swallow the globe’s pain, my loved ones’ pain, any more pain my body is undergoing. Anastasia has been dealing with respiratory infections that unnerve me, this too I prayed to make go away- humbly asking Divinity to guide me on how to do so. Along some more personal things.  Back track at least two weeks,...

Last monday i had a powerfull experience on 5,2 gram TAT's. I was at my place by my self and prepared a paste made from a powderd TAT cluster, i added a teaspoon of honey, a bit of salt and lime juice. Mixed it all together untill i had a smooth silver lookin paste, on the side a brew of ceremonial cacao tea. I always like to write down an intension to offer myself something to focus on when the trip takes hold. I used the same intension that i worked with in my 2 previous experiences which wa...

I had quite the experience on my last and highest dose that Ive wanted to share properly for almost 6 months. So I think to myself one day, hey, im an experienced psychonaut. So like a dumbass I decide to take this dose at a park on a hammock like kennedy decided to go to the moon. Alls cool until the come up when I realize that no way I could do this anywhere except my bed what was I thinking! So... I decided to drive back to my house down the street less than 10 mins away, and oh yeah I lived...

TL;DR: I think I may have perceived an energetic field, shared with others, that I could partially influence (its movement/vibration) with my thoughts and emotions. Wondering whether others have experienced anything similar. I am relatively new to my understanding of energy, vibrations, and to some extent metaphysics in general. Therefore I am unaware to what degree my experience resembles that of others or perhaps is even common knowledge in the spiritual/psychedelic community. Yet in a way it...

Last weekend my partner in crime picked some yummy mushies from at her farm house, so she came over to share them with me. It wasn't a high dosage or anything just enough to sit back and enjoy with some chilled music. I'm also a dabber and been dabbing for about 6 months now, and honestly it kinda helped me getting off the bad shit as well. Anyways during our trip, we were laid out in my backyard and I like to meditate when I'm in this state of relaxation. I like to feel the mushrooms work their...

Yesterday I had my mentor and closest friend come over for a 5G heroic dose. We ate the bowl of PE6 I weighed out and drinked some Ginger tea in order to help with any nausea from the come up. He really enjoyed the PE6 strain and told me it tasted like Blueberry. I noticed it to and it went down so easy. After we started getting comfortable I lit some incense around my home and had all the lights off except for the Christmas tree. We had some Jazz play on my Bluetooth speaker and we started talk...

So, like an ignorant and new psychonaut who had watched a lot of YoutTube videos and thought I could handle a bit more than my first 5g trip (which I enjoyed). I decided that I would go with a fasted state, 8gram Lemon Tek dose. Little did I consider that my 5g trip a few months earlier had been done on a full stomach and made into a milkshake which would have lowered the effects quite a lot. Never the less.... ...

This morning, the Wifey woke me up from my sleep and told me to feed our fur baby. After I fed my sweet fur baby, I went ahead and grabbed my fruits and informed the misses I was going to be taking only 1.4g of my Melmac in a tea. She said I was fine as long as I didn't travel to different planets while she was at work. Well, let's say I got more than what I bargained for initially. While I let my tea properly steep, I went ahead and started with my set and setting. I cleaned some dishes and org...

Yesterday was probably the most intense mushroom trip I've ever had. first time I've tried Albino PE. Holy shit. It was roughly 2 grams that i steeped in my ginger tea and it felt like 6 or 7 of the cubes I am used to. There was a point i briefly had a thought "Damn i should have just taken some acid, this is way too intense." Because I was having this indirect telepathic(?) Dialogue with the mushroom which also included some sort of squeegee of my mind and like a wringing out of my light body(?...

London UK friends! Let's get trippy???? Liberty Caps are growing!

Brief background: The one and only time I tried mushrooms was years ago with friends and we were just planning on having a fun relaxing night. My body did not take well to the mushrooms (approx 3 gs) and gave me the most intense cramps in my lower stomach and intestines. Cramps comparable to right before I've had to have surgery for endometriosis. I ended up going to the hospital and after my tests came back was told to not have a lot of fiber in my diet because it can cause that kind of crampin...

I found this write up of my first Melmac expierence last summer, i was gifted some Melmac swabs from @IamUrme after growing PE6 and posting about it. The day before the journey i had picked 42 grams fresh and put them in the fridge in a paper bag, the next day it was time and I started preparing them, when I put them on the scale again it said 32 grams.. I thought huh, wut? A mistake i guess? I made it 42 gram again.. Chopped it all up and put it to lemon tek. Then I realized that some mois...

Set and setting: My long time friend and psychonaught and I. In my apartment somewhere in the Midwest. Pandora playing my Pigeons Playing Ping Pong station.  We got to the apartment around 6 pm, I had the turkey cooked and ready. I also had thrown 10 grams of pins in a blender and i soaked them in 120 ml of 100 proof vodka. Soaked for 4 hours prior to our arrival. After straining out solids we were left with right around 100 ml extract. We each did a 20 ml shot mixed with lemonade.  After ...

Last night I took 3.5g BHT Lemon tek and all I can say is I finally did the tek right. After I consumed my Lemon tek brew I enjoyed my evening as is with no expectation of anything happening. Once the 1-2hr time period hit I went on the strong peak that you always hear about when doing Lemon tek. While I was observing my dog's playful nature I ended up staring at the back board of the bed. Being made out of wood it allowed me to notice patterns and then eventually I got strong visuals with the b...

To set the scene, my brother Jeroen with the Nickname Urban was visiting the Netherlands. We go way back and went through many highs and low together. In 2013 we both embarked on a life changing joureny to Australia too find our selves and our purpose in life. He found love down under and worked hard on getting his citizenship, i found my purpose back home after roughly four years of travelling mainly in Australia and the Philippines. When people started to seriously fear the Corona virus i j...