by on June 27, 2020
My 15 gram Mushroom Trip   Let me start out by giving you a bit about my background, I am 53 years old. I suffer from severe depression. I was abused terribly by my parents, both physically and mentally. I was abandoned in Las Vegas by my mother when I was 14. She was convicted of abuse and neglect. I was emancipated by the state at 17 and went to work doing construction. By this time I was well on my way to being an addict. My entire life has been spent chasing the next high, It doesn't m...
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by on May 12, 2020
The other night I ate 3g of cubensis. I ate them with a friend but we soon went to seperate rooms which gave me opportunity to sit in silent darkness and listen to what the universe had to say to me. I became one with all that has ever been and all that will ever be. I vibrated with the energy of mountains as well as the stars. I felt every emotion possible and realized how connected we all are. I was shown the wiring under the board and came to the realization that our universe isn't the only o...
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by on May 11, 2019
My first trip on mushrooms was beautiful. The days leading up to my trip I ate very healthy and meditated twice daily also cleared my environment of stresses to ensure a really good trip. Went into this looking for a spiritual awakening or some self reflection and improvement. Finding mushies was actually quite hard for me, but the ones I found were great. I took 4.5gs with strawberries to counter the taste, worked great. Right after eating I sat down with my sister and started watching Across t...
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by on October 31, 2019
I had quite the experience on my last and highest dose that Ive wanted to share properly for almost 6 months. So I think to myself one day, hey, im an experienced psychonaut. So like a dumbass I decide to take this dose at a park on a hammock like kennedy decided to go to the moon. Alls cool until the come up when I realize that no way I could do this anywhere except my bed what was I thinking! So... I decided to drive back to my house down the street less than 10 mins away, and oh yeah I lived...
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by on February 6, 2022
Last monday i had a powerfull experience on 5,2 gram TAT's. I was at my place by my self and prepared a paste made from a powderd TAT cluster, i added a teaspoon of honey, a bit of salt and lime juice. Mixed it all together untill i had a smooth silver lookin paste, on the side a brew of ceremonial cacao tea. I always like to write down an intension to offer myself something to focus on when the trip takes hold. I used the same intension that i worked with in my 2 previous experiences which wa...
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by on April 21, 2019
I was experiencing some discomfort on 4g of shrooms and this is what the plant spirits told me... “everything is fine, you're just waking up...just breathe, it's peaceful here, you're just moving up vibrations fast and it's disorienting...it's intense but peaceful ...sure, your skin doesn't feel like it's attached to your body right now and you are a vast, infinite cosmic orgasm floating in the abyss but...it's ok...keep breathing...everything is divine and perfect, let go!” It was a weird...
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by on March 11, 2020
So, like an ignorant and new psychonaut who had watched a lot of YoutTube videos and thought I could handle a bit more than my first 5g trip (which I enjoyed). I decided that I would go with a fasted state, 8gram Lemon Tek dose. Little did I consider that my 5g trip a few months earlier had been done on a full stomach and made into a milkshake which would have lowered the effects quite a lot. Never the less.... ...
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by on May 2, 2020
So last night I took 3.2g of my first ever grow of mushrooms, ground up in gel caps. After the 45 min mark I decided to lay on my bed, listening to some meditation music and wait for the onset. Things started to get going around the hour mark, nice mild visuals, I was like cool, here we go. Then I started to get toothache, something I've had for a week or more. I was like shit, I can't go through this trip with toothache, so I googled if it was ok to take paracetamol and ibuprofen, struggling to...
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by on March 7, 2021
Trip Report Substance: Psilocybin Mushrooms (Penis Envy) Dosage: 14g 8:45pm: Knowing I was gonna trip, I didn’t eat all day. Consumed the mushrooms. I always find that smoking a bong of some good weed somehow will make the effects come faster, so I figured I’d do so....
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by on November 15, 2020
I ate 14 grams of mushrooms. Let me give some backstory. I finished school in 1997 i was 17,my father signed a waiver for me to enlist in the Army. 11-bravo. I was deployed 4 times. After being wounded  pretty badly i got out in 2006. I then was"recruited" to contract for the Government,i did until 2012. I was able to hide my ever growing drug addiction that came about after my 2nd deployment. I was always into Mushrooms Dmt as well as Lsd. I used drugs to kill my self loathing and hate i had fo...
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by on January 2, 2021
I noticed that a lot of people take trips while watching TV being around others or just for fun or to escape a painful or less than fulfilling life, but I have personally found a way to do real personal work and powerful change work in my life. The most powerful process I've ever found is to spend 3 weeks or more with no media inputs whatsoever lots of solitude. And the reason for this is that most of the thoughts bouncing around in her head are not even our own and when everything that's coming...
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by on November 9, 2019
Had previously tried vaporizing dimethyltryptamine on a few separate occasions, to not much avail. Upon research I learned that it could be converted with lemon juice to become orally active after ingestion of a MAOI(Monoamine Oxidase Inhibitor?), so I proceeded to locate some syrian rue seeds, 3 grams worth to be exact, that I ground in a coffee grinder and put into some 00 size capsules. Took the Rue caps and waited around 40-45 minutes, then I prepared the Dimitri by putting into a shot glass...
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