How deep does the rabbit hole go?

You know its hard to remeber being so out of my mind but here it goes. I started with a 6hr fast to prepare my stomach for the 10 grams was about to eat. After seeing what 10 grams of sacred fruits even looked like i definitely began having second thoughts. But i figured I would never feel too eager to consume the bitter taste the psilocybin mushroom. Looking in the fridge i was only able to find a yogurt cup that seemed like a fair mix and good for the digestion. The onset was as normal as any dose and it seemed as though it was going to be a breeze. Untill i became nauseous. During this time my closed eye visuals were becoming more and more present and very "3D" feeling. It was a beautiful fractal masterpiece behind the lids of my eyes. The colors weren't particularly more vibrant but i was seeing a lot of reds and earth tones that were not in our waking state. As my nausea continued i noticed moments where i would become cold and feel as though i wasn't breathing. It was like i was dead or dying but feeling the bissful comfort of what i believe people call god or the hand of creation. Eventually my wife said that i should get up and move around for a minute which helped a lot. This is where my head or brain began to feel like a shifting rubiks cube with many faces. My body felt like all of my nonsense wants and desires were bursting out of me like everything sounded great all at once but decided to make a tea to help calm me down. While waiting for the water to boil i stepped outside into some freezing cold temps and i hated it to say the least but it definitely woke my body up. I couldn't stop walking on my tip toes everywhere with a glowing look on my face. I had a long time of thinking about all my friends i grew up tripping with and how i missed them all. Also my relationship with my dad came into my mind and how i guess i need to stop expecting him to do anything for our relationship. If i want more or a better relationship i decided that i would need to take charge of that instead of waiting for him. I finished the night with some comedic shows. After my wife fell asleep i layed in silent darkness and felt an odd flow of my past reatives. It was like i could hear and feel them it was a interesting sensation that ive had once before. Also on mushrooms. It was a magical experience to say the least and i will eventually go further but i want more methods to remeber more of it. Its hard to recall exactly waht was happening versus describing the feelings that took place. Mush love ❤????