by on September 10, 2023
Hello, me! It's the other me. I am yet just another experience that is reading this through my other eyes. It's me. I'm you. I have always been you. And I love you! Now... let me tell you a small story. A story about plant medicine and healing. I just came back from Ayahuasca ceremony. And let me tell you… this has been the best experience in my life I've ever had. Ayahuasca showed me what I needed to see and helped remove the blocks that I have intentionally put there myself. Ayahuasca unloc...
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by on August 12, 2023
As I wrote about a month ago, I have finally been introduced to Mother Ayahuasca. A brother of mine organized a weekend retreat on the Quebec, Ontario border. I had gone up the week before to help set up the yurt we were going to be doing our ceremonies in, so I was familiar with the land and felt a little less nervous. Friday: We left Montreal early in the morning and did a buch of shopping. You know, groceries for the weekend, bug spray, tiki torches etc. We got to the site fairly early and...
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by on July 18, 2022
This journey for me started more than an year ago when they announced this shamanic journey to confection our own Lakota drum. I got very excited about it but ufortunately they had to cancel it and it only happened an year after, at this last Saturday. We started the journey listening about the four directions, the animals and the elements that represent those directions and the different ways to play for each direction and the elements. We consecrate the ayahuasca medicine and started mak...
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by on June 18, 2022
Waking up after a night working with the ayahuasca in a beautiful Santo Daime ceremony. I never had a single "miração" (the sort of lucid dreaming state) that people report, never saw, listened or talked to an entity. The ayahuasca usually give me some sort lysergic visual trips, very energetic. I can sometimes see auras or even the prana in the air. Sometimes I feel the energy running inside myself, I feel my cells vibrating, the vibrations of the voices and instruments that are being played. ...
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by on May 28, 2022
I'm surrounded by them for life ever since I fell in love with Dimitri & Miss Molly. What the fuck? I started in 2017. Did a dmt trip last night. Felt amazing. But I came back to reality & seems like people who think they're human (mainly family) think they know me. I'm a psychonaut for life. Fuck psychedelic/psychonaut haters.... I'm a hypocrite though. I hate them. I only know this because of love. Ugh... DMT carts in the pic with a couple of MJ carts. I'm grateful.
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by on March 26, 2022
Yesterday I went again to work on a healing ceremony of the Santo Daime doctrine after a few months.  Most people don't understand why this beautiful ceremony has so many rules but mainly because it's hard to understand the universe from the energetic perspective. Every single detail of it represents a bit of the aspects it's built with deep purposes, from the reverence of the enlightened spirits that work in it, even the brew spirit itself, to the connection with Mother Mary, Master Jesus...
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by on January 6, 2022
Here is the website I built to show the results of my DMT research study setup as a visual catalogue. https://sites.google.com/view/dmt-experiences/home   ...
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by on July 7, 2021
I smoked dmt for like the 30th or more time two days ago I did some very pure amazing stuff better than I have ever had, but some very weird stuff happened in the trip. I died in front of my family and they were screaming and crying nooooo nooo nooo holding me and shaking me and I was sad to see their sadness and was trying to tell them it was ok but they couldn't hear me. I died and felt so calm and relax and I watched it all! Has anyone experienced anything like this? Then I came to and the ro...
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by on December 8, 2020
After spending the day resting and getting to know my new soul family of people who just yesterday I feared even conversing with, it was time for the second ceremony. By this point the rituals that initiated the journey were just a natural occurence, as if I had witnessed them performed hundreds of times. I felt peaceful, yet somehow apprehensive due to the intensity of the previous night's lessons. I meditated again after taking the first drink, and soon enough I was taken over by the familiar...
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by on December 6, 2020
I am a recovering alcoholic who will be 3 years sober in January. As a teenager I experienced much trauma that made me reach for alcohol at a young age to block it out whilst it was happening, and to forget when it wasn't. I didn't tell anybody, and knew the drink was a problem from early on. I looked into ways to stop, or at least cut down, and I saw ayahuasca almost straight away as an alternative "therapy" but the strongest thing I had tried was weed at this point, and some of the more trauma...
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by on May 16, 2020
Some time ago when I was working through various pharmauasca methods I decided to try out Syrian Rue with my DMT. Now I had tried several other methods with less than stellar results, so when it came to this one I ignored the tek instructions which stated to grind and boil 1 gram on syrian rue. I wanted some surefire results so I went ahead and boiled 9 grams on syrian rue, filterd it through a coffee filter and chugged it down. I expected this to be mild at the most and walk me to a smoother DM...
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by on March 19, 2020
My "shaman" is a friend of mine. A middle-aged dude from Brooklyn, NY who used to be a part of a ceremonial ayahuasca church in Hawaii.    We both agreed that the medicine was the teacher, not the shaman. We also both agreed that it should be taken seriously, but not TOO goddamn seriously. He agreed to supervise/guide me through the experience and was so kind to get the ingredients and make the brew. I have done psychedelics MANY times, but I was about to find out how this is in an altoget...
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by on February 19, 2020
Well, i guess there always comes a time when medicine let's you know how small and insignificant you truly are. Just to remind you that orally taken deemz needs to be respected and not taken lightly. All other ceremonies we have made, were good and very spiritual. This time we decided to take little extra. We had two bottles, one with Harmala and other pure mimosa/acacia in higher concentration. We started dosing with one with Harmala. 45 minutes later, my buddy was already pouring 2nd serving ...
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by on December 23, 2019
Smoked around 2.30am 23/12/19 I just came back from what felt like years. - ...
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by on December 22, 2019
Forgive me for my long story telling. I struggle to not be so discriptive. - I had asked a friend recently if he could get some dmt and my nerves had been racing ever since. He's a good friend who is very trustworthy for trip sitting. I had never tried any form of psychedelic but had done a lot of research before investing into trying myself....
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by on October 19, 2019
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by on September 16, 2019
The second time I drank ayahuasca it was the same dose, and I was back in my living room. This time my wife was with me from the start. The buildup was very similar as before and I found myself in the bathroom like last time. I walked back and forth from the living room to there multiple times but never reached a point of throwing up like I felt. I did experience some slight diarrhea, but with my IBS this was not unusual. I came back in the living room and we started to set up the chess board to...
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by on September 16, 2019
The first time I drank it I was in the living room watching the great Muppet Caper movie and I was alone to start. The Muppets have always been one of the few things I can say I purely enjoy in this world and has been that way since I was a kid. for whatever reason about 48 hours prior I had the thought to start watching the movies in chronological order. As I made it through that movie, I moved onto the Muppet Christmas carol. This movie in particular has always been an interesting topic becaus...
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by on September 11, 2019
Posted my first Aya experience a couple days ago and this is my attempt to express the following night. There were some things about me you need to know to truly understand parts of this experience for it to make sense. Disclaimer: this will be stupid long so feel free to spend your valuable time reading other posts as this is really for those who want a honest, all bullshit aside description of how a ceremony has the potential to force things you have consciously or subconsciously been avoidi...
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by on September 11, 2019
This is going to be long and possibly boring but my ego is itching to share‼️ random things you should know; setting: drove about 3 hours to a Native American church on the east coast for a weekend of ceremonies here in the US. There were I think 11 of us and the shaman along with three of his associates. We were all in a open room that was dark with our beds probably 2 feet from the next person. First night was pretty challenging for me as I’m a super introvert and naturally don’t trust others...
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by on July 29, 2019
This is raw and unedited portion is from a forthcoming publication, which takes place in 1991, and I am 19 years old.  I was in San Diego, California, in the US Navy and introduced to LSD for the first time... these scenes take place after several tabs, lots of beer, cannabis and dancing in the streets.  The hatchback was opened after we parked and I was assisted out, wobbly and angular I was helped up to my feet, brushed off and taken into a home.  The home belonged to a female friend of my ...
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by on July 6, 2019
The last week on saturday I've tried psilohuasca with 3 g of peganum harmala and 2g of dried cubensis. The resulting trip was unusual but not strong. It was night and I live in Verona. I've started near the 18:30pm preparing the mushroom tea. I've boiled some water ( a glass ) and i've done an infusion with the grinded mushrooms. I've waited 30min after that I've filtered and added new hot water a second time. Again 30min. After the waiting, I've joined the 2 exctraction and added some lemon ju...
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by on July 1, 2019
So I had the weirdest experience about an hour ago. Just returned from an ayahuasca retreat (3 days, led by shamans from Columbia in a dome-shaped temple). I managed to absolutely overcome fears and had the most beautiful experience ever. Today two friends came over to smoke DMT for the first time. Both of them atheist, rather far from spirituality. This of course changed after their trip and now they are questioning basics of reality (as we expected... haha ) ...
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by on June 5, 2019
So Ive brewed tea once previously. This time I went syrian rue and mimosa route. This is approximately a month ago. I had been voyaging for approx. four hours when I exclaimed, "I am completely down!" Shortly after I touched down from hyperspace I realized I had fallen into an LSD level visual trance and everything had kaleidoscope visuals laid over it. Anyway anyone else experience this? How much different did you notice mimosahuasca from traditional brew?   PS idk if this fits under Ayah...
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