Topic: love

This morning, the Wifey woke me up from my sleep and told me to feed our fur baby. After I fed my sweet fur baby, I went ahead and grabbed my fruits and informed the misses I was going to be taking only 1.4g of my Melmac in a tea. She said I was fine as long as I didn't travel to different planets while she was at work. Well, let's say I got more than what I bargained for initially. While I let my tea properly steep, I went ahead and started with my set and setting. I cleaned some dishes and org...

10 grams of ground Melmac into a mug filled with lemon juice. I let the grounds soak for about 30 mins and the mixture turns a extremely dark blue that I called black. I then proceeded to drink the potion pulp and all. Within 15 mins I became cold and anxious. Naturally I pulled a blanket over me to get comfortable. All the while my visuals were taking off behind my eye lids. Shadowy demonic figures climbing through mirrors. It made me feel a bit paranoid. So I was trying to keep my eyes ope...

After spending the day resting and getting to know my new soul family of people who just yesterday I feared even conversing with, it was time for the second ceremony. By this point the rituals that initiated the journey were just a natural occurence, as if I had witnessed them performed hundreds of times. I felt peaceful, yet somehow apprehensive due to the intensity of the previous night's lessons. I meditated again after taking the first drink, and soon enough I was taken over by the familiar...

I am a recovering alcoholic who will be 3 years sober in January. As a teenager I experienced much trauma that made me reach for alcohol at a young age to block it out whilst it was happening, and to forget when it wasn't. I didn't tell anybody, and knew the drink was a problem from early on. I looked into ways to stop, or at least cut down, and I saw ayahuasca almost straight away as an alternative "therapy" but the strongest thing I had tried was weed at this point, and some of the more trauma...

This was one of my most memorable acid trips. I don't partake in lsd very often, but when I do, more often than not it is with my cousin up in the Rocky Mountains of Colorado. However, this experience was very unexpected. My friend and I went up to Colorado to see Tash Sultana live at the Red Rocks, and I had mentioned to him that we might be able to hangout with my wonderful cousin, the person responsible for getting me on the rainbow path in the first place. We had a wonderful time at the Red ...

I must start by saying that I had already made up my mind about eating them that night. However, I didn’t have the place where to and neither the right mindset to fully embrace what I had coming my way.   I spent a lot of time walking around the place I was living at that time, trying to find the right hotel where to trip and spend the night. ...

   This is my second trip report, but my fourth experience with psilocybin. I used a tolerance calculator to get me to the same level that 4 grams should be after my experience a week before gave me little to nothing more than some light visual distortions. It was around 5.3 grams so I weighed them out and temporarily had them in a baggy. Before I trip, I try to clear my mindset and focus myself on love and light. I usually use my mala while doing a walking meditation coupled with the ol trusty ...

   First, I want to warn any readers that this may be a long winded report and to feel free to skim along if desired.    I had moved to Denver the previous year and had no real intention to pursue these beautiful substances, but I will address this misconception later. My relationship with these substances has been changed forever. The opportunity came about as a coworker of my roommate at the time had gotten into many substances outside psychedelics. My roommate had taken a small dosage of mus...

So I have quite a bit of golden DMT spice and considered myself a seasoned psychonaught decided to say fuck it all and go "All In". Used a WillyMyco supercharger plastic bottle vape so don't scorch my spice and can get big beautiful clouds. I was good to go happy camper ready to break through the veil and get some insights into life from an alternate point of view.  So I did the legal 3 (power hits) and one more just so the Spirit knows I surrender to the journey it will take me on. First hit...

I inhaled about 25 mg of dmt smoke and the entire room around me became focused completely on the fragrance burner, so I put it down inside a small container. There was a song playing called 'Lotus Garden Spaces' by the Desert Dwellers and it put me into absolute bliss as I laid on my back to begin my journey. Immediatly the ceiling above me began to open sort of slowly, and when I say open I mean it was like there was a small black hole that continuously got bigger and bigger. Eventually everyt...

One of my most insightful experiences was 5gs by myself in my room, complete silence and darkness. You really do learn an immense amount about yourself and about the universe when you can truly meditate in your own space comfortably. I felt the presence of divine powers at one point, the duration of the trip was spent laying on my back and these divine powers would encourage me to feel my heart (I had a drinking problem). It was like the mushrooms were telling me what I need to do to begin a pur...

I finish eating the remaining crumbs and tiny caps leftover in the bag and take a big deep breath. This is not my first time, but this is my first time alone in the prairie. There are many valleys between the rolling hills with densely forested areas, and my plan was to make my way along the creek for awhile until I came across an area of forest where I felt comfortable to begin my trip. Soon the sun would be setting, and I was indeed the only person out here because technically the entrance to ...