Topic: love

This morning, the Wifey woke me up from my sleep and told me to feed our fur baby. After I fed my sweet fur baby, I went ahead and grabbed my fruits and informed the misses I was going to be taking only 1.4g of my Melmac in a tea. She said I was fine as long as I didn't travel to different planets while she was at work. Well, let's say I got more than what I bargained for initially. While I let my tea properly steep, I went ahead and started with my set and setting. I cleaned some dishes and org...

10 grams of ground Melmac into a mug filled with lemon juice. I let the grounds soak for about 30 mins and the mixture turns a extremely dark blue that I called black. I then proceeded to drink the potion pulp and all. Within 15 mins I became cold and anxious. Naturally I pulled a blanket over me to get comfortable. All the while my visuals were taking off behind my eye lids. Shadowy demonic figures climbing through mirrors. It made me feel a bit paranoid. So I was trying to keep my eyes ope...

After spending the day resting and getting to know my new soul family of people who just yesterday I feared even conversing with, it was time for the second ceremony. By this point the rituals that initiated the journey were just a natural occurence, as if I had witnessed them performed hundreds of times. I felt peaceful, yet somehow apprehensive due to the intensity of the previous night's lessons. I meditated again after taking the first drink, and soon enough I was taken over by the familiar...

I am a recovering alcoholic who will be 3 years sober in January. As a teenager I experienced much trauma that made me reach for alcohol at a young age to block it out whilst it was happening, and to forget when it wasn't. I didn't tell anybody, and knew the drink was a problem from early on. I looked into ways to stop, or at least cut down, and I saw ayahuasca almost straight away as an alternative "therapy" but the strongest thing I had tried was weed at this point, and some of the more trauma...

This was one of my most memorable acid trips. I don't partake in lsd very often, but when I do, more often than not it is with my cousin up in the Rocky Mountains of Colorado. However, this experience was very unexpected. My friend and I went up to Colorado to see Tash Sultana live at the Red Rocks, and I had mentioned to him that we might be able to hangout with my wonderful cousin, the person responsible for getting me on the rainbow path in the first place. We had a wonderful time at the Red ...

   This is my second trip report, but my fourth experience with psilocybin. I used a tolerance calculator to get me to the same level that 4 grams should be after my experience a week before gave me little to nothing more than some light visual distortions. It was around 5.3 grams so I weighed them out and temporarily had them in a baggy. Before I trip, I try to clear my mindset and focus myself on love and light. I usually use my mala while doing a walking meditation coupled with the ol trusty ...

   First, I want to warn any readers that this may be a long winded report and to feel free to skim along if desired.    I had moved to Denver the previous year and had no real intention to pursue these beautiful substances, but I will address this misconception later. My relationship with these substances has been changed forever. The opportunity came about as a coworker of my roommate at the time had gotten into many substances outside psychedelics. My roommate had taken a small dosage of mus...