Topic: love

So I have quite a bit of golden DMT spice and considered myself a seasoned psychonaught decided to say fuck it all and go "All In". Used a WillyMyco supercharger plastic bottle vape so don't scorch my spice and can get big beautiful clouds. I was good to go happy camper ready to break through the veil and get some insights into life from an alternate point of view.  So I did the legal 3 (power hits) and one more just so the Spirit knows I surrender to the journey it will take me on. First hit...

I am a recovering alcoholic who will be 3 years sober in January. As a teenager I experienced much trauma that made me reach for alcohol at a young age to block it out whilst it was happening, and to forget when it wasn't. I didn't tell anybody, and knew the drink was a problem from early on. I looked into ways to stop, or at least cut down, and I saw ayahuasca almost straight away as an alternative "therapy" but the strongest thing I had tried was weed at this point, and some of the more trauma...

After spending the day resting and getting to know my new soul family of people who just yesterday I feared even conversing with, it was time for the second ceremony. By this point the rituals that initiated the journey were just a natural occurence, as if I had witnessed them performed hundreds of times. I felt peaceful, yet somehow apprehensive due to the intensity of the previous night's lessons. I meditated again after taking the first drink, and soon enough I was taken over by the familiar...

10 grams of ground Melmac into a mug filled with lemon juice. I let the grounds soak for about 30 mins and the mixture turns a extremely dark blue that I called black. I then proceeded to drink the potion pulp and all. Within 15 mins I became cold and anxious. Naturally I pulled a blanket over me to get comfortable. All the while my visuals were taking off behind my eye lids. Shadowy demonic figures climbing through mirrors. It made me feel a bit paranoid. So I was trying to keep my eyes ope...

One of my most insightful experiences was 5gs by myself in my room, complete silence and darkness. You really do learn an immense amount about yourself and about the universe when you can truly meditate in your own space comfortably. I felt the presence of divine powers at one point, the duration of the trip was spent laying on my back and these divine powers would encourage me to feel my heart (I had a drinking problem). It was like the mushrooms were telling me what I need to do to begin a pur...

I finish eating the remaining crumbs and tiny caps leftover in the bag and take a big deep breath. This is not my first time, but this is my first time alone in the prairie. There are many valleys between the rolling hills with densely forested areas, and my plan was to make my way along the creek for awhile until I came across an area of forest where I felt comfortable to begin my trip. Soon the sun would be setting, and I was indeed the only person out here because technically the entrance to ...

   This is my second trip report, but my fourth experience with psilocybin. I used a tolerance calculator to get me to the same level that 4 grams should be after my experience a week before gave me little to nothing more than some light visual distortions. It was around 5.3 grams so I weighed them out and temporarily had them in a baggy. Before I trip, I try to clear my mindset and focus myself on love and light. I usually use my mala while doing a walking meditation coupled with the ol trusty ...