Trip Reports

Hello, me! It's the other me. I am yet just another experience that is reading this through my other eyes. It's me. I'm you. I have always been you. And I love you! Now... let me tell you a small story. A story about plant medicine and healing. I just came back from Ayahuasca ceremony. And let me tell you… this has been the best experience in my life I've ever had. Ayahuasca showed me what I needed to see and helped remove the blocks that I have intentionally put there myself. Ayahuasca unloc...

Last time I did dmt I tried a new kind that was extracted from acacia instead of the mimosa extract I normally work with. It seemed to be much more potent than the mimosa. As it kicked in I felt my mind expand and I started to see the bigger picture of how everything is connected. Like all the pieces of the puzzle clicked together. It seemed like I understood everything and it all seemed like a big joke or riddle or game and then it started to fade and I forgot the punchline and normality was...

So as I have been exploring psychedelics for the last few months again after 20+ years Just mushrooms until very recently. My wife,best friend and my other half has joined me a few times with mushrooms and truly enjoyed it together every time, we've been together now 14 years no drinking or smoking or anything like that just loving each other and living life together I've been extremely blessed to have her in my life and my only regret is we didn't meet sooner. So she finally expressed some int...

So I recently did my first extraction  and I've been waiting to try a breakthrough for few reasons, don't want to do first time alone and figured settings should be special, but I've been dealing with alot of stress last few days so in the evenings I've been taking some micro/mini doses and it's had good effect, nothing intense  just to the point of being not sure if saw that wavy out of the corner of my eyes, when I got my pipes the guy gave me a tiny water one also for free. So last night I de...

To set the scene, my brother Jeroen with the Nickname Urban was visiting the Netherlands. We go way back and went through many highs and low together. In 2013 we both embarked on a life changing joureny to Australia too find our selves and our purpose in life. He found love down under and worked hard on getting his citizenship, i found my purpose back home after roughly four years of travelling mainly in Australia and the Philippines. When people started to seriously fear the Corona virus i j...

I had vaped DMT twice before on this day and this third go around came after a break of several hours. The first experience was 11 mgs with not much to bring back other than I was on a bizarre landscape with these beams of light coming down from the sky or ceiling. Anthropomorphic entities were rushing towards these beams and when they entered the beams their limbs multiplied and they became hyper-spiders. I don’t have much more to report other than picking up another English word in the r...

It took me awhile to process this experience since it was surprisingly very intense compared to my 1.5g Melmac tea trip. However, I did smoke a blunt stuffed with Hash at the end of it. Here is how it went, Monday morning I got over to my mentors place for our bonding experience. We each took 1G of Melmac via Lemon Tek and then head to his room to experience the journey. It started off very intense and immediately the room changed into a whole other place. Saw the familiar beings crawling around...

So it was a few days ago. my girlfriend and i woke up at 3 am and had a really bad morning fighting. We were up the rest of the night and didmt go back to sleep. We had done a small amount of dmt together about a month ago. It seemed to fix a lot of problems for a bit, but it was still a lot of ups and downs as we both were trying to work on ourselves, and past pain mixed with new unpleasant experiences were making it hard for us to work together and trust eachother. I was struggling a lot wit...

This morning, the Wifey woke me up from my sleep and told me to feed our fur baby. After I fed my sweet fur baby, I went ahead and grabbed my fruits and informed the misses I was going to be taking only 1.4g of my Melmac in a tea. She said I was fine as long as I didn't travel to different planets while she was at work. Well, let's say I got more than what I bargained for initially. While I let my tea properly steep, I went ahead and started with my set and setting. I cleaned some dishes and org...

Yesterday I finally used some of the mhrb spice I extracted last summer. I tried some then, and have a rather difficult experience that kind of scared me off, and I had been waiting to feel "called" by the realm to return. It finally seemed right. I'm glad I finally got over my fear and went for it. Yesterday was so interesting. I didn't have a normal experience like what has happened with DMT to me in the past. I tried using Syrian rue seeds and nicotine as MAOI this time to potentiate the s...

Since my "upgrade" or "Inititation" at the end of existence, I must admit that  have let it get to my ego a bit. So recently I went back into DMT space. I went in and saw a 6 pack template with 5 spinning circles in it. At each spinning circle there was a being making the circle and making it spin. At the tmplate closest to me there was no circle and nothing spinning. I was just caught up with looking at the cool spinny circles. I thought they were so cool looking. I did not catch on that I ...