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November 10, 2024 7:23 am

(MEXICAN PURPLE DYE )Thinking about ordering from Mexican purple dye? Think again.. I sent them an email the girl supposedly and she quickly replied and was very responsive up until the time that I se... View More

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pachanoi-roy

Wonder if they will have anything to say for themselves here.

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Myco-J-Fox

Well I think they deleted their account. I could be wrong But I don't see them anywhere on here anymore.

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Myco-J-Fox

Come to find out there's even a whole group on Facebook full of people who've been ripped off by Mexican purple dye

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pachanoi-roy

They have been removed from the community.

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Myco-J-Fox

September 28, 2024 4:40 am

Does anyone have a good source for MAOI Syrian Rue seeds?

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Myco-J-Fox

Thank you.

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Bencmcp

Harmalas.com for extracts.

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Myco-J-Fox

Can anybody tell me what Syrian Rue Freebase extraction is used for? Or like what the difference is between that and regular rue seeds..

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Bencmcp

Freebase is for smoking/vaping. It's what is used to make proper 1:1:1 changa. HCL is used for pharmahuasca.

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Myco-J-Fox posted a trip report.

September 26, 2024 8:32 pm

Another day I contemplate

September 26, 2024 30 views

It left a sizeable impression,,, on My day of resurrection,, It was a slide show like on tik tok ,,,Of My family and my friends ,,A digital tapestry Of every single memory An out of body tragedy a bullet hit my head I felt a love I never felt before,, authentic satisfaction ,,,And starring at these clips of all my Human interactions,,, As I felt the joy immensely start to slowly fade away ,,, Holding on to heaven's gates I was being pulled away. Then Tiktok started showing me all the different times I lied ,The first time I stole And they got worse as I got old ,,And floating in this empty void to dark to close my eyes We're all the Times I let her down and made my mother cry. Give me a reason to believe ,,that there's more to my story,, , Break me From this prison,, That grave ain't meant for me ... If there's a life that's worth living redeem me and restore me ,,, And let my sins lay buried in the ground beneath my feet

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Myco-J-Fox

September 20, 2024 2:41 pm

I lost my mom about a month ago, Now I'm lost and Majorly Majorly Majorly depressed. I feel I've let her down And my addiction to crystal meth is the reason. For the last four years I got addicted to ... View MoreI lost my mom about a month ago, Now I'm lost and Majorly Majorly Majorly depressed. I feel I've let her down And my addiction to crystal meth is the reason. For the last four years I got addicted to Tina and I used it as a Tool to help me balance my two jobs at the time as a boat captain and To take care of my mom who really needed me.

I have to be honest that if it wasn't for Tina I would not have been able to accomplish the things that I was able to when all of this went down. It would have been virtually impossible. Because I had just started a company the only glass bottom boat tour company with two girls that called upon me to be their captain and there was nobody else that they could have called at that time That had the experience and the knowledge of the harbor and the ability to narrate and drive the boat at the same time And keep people entertained. I was the only person that they knew that had the ability to do that at that time so I was committed and they were counting on me and there was nobody else that they could even replace if I left.

I'm not trying to make this into a novel but it's important for you to understand what I was going through and I had a commitment pulling me one way and the other way was my mom who I was not ready to lose and promised her that I would never leave her alone again.

I'm a firm believer that because of my adhd the The Tina was extremely useful it helped me stay grounded and focused kept me calm and I just believe that any other course of action at the time would have been a disaster. I was also certain I could do drugs like an adult and I did. No one had any idea unless I shared it with them. I kept my integrity in check I never ripped people off I didn't lie I was always accountable for my actions and I always lived by the The first rule in doing drugs is to do the drugs but not to let the drugs do you.

This went on for four years ultimately I had to walk away from both of my captains gigs and devote my time to taking care of my mom full time. Now it's been like three years currently that I have not driven a boat. You have to understand that the ocean was my church. I felt peace and Serenity. But my mom was more important.

But I'm afraid unfortunately that in the end I am now cursed. I feel I've let my mom down in so many ways in her final days because I was getting extremely high trying to get through what she was going through. It was God awful her final days. And although I spent a lot of time laying next to her on her bed on her deathbed. And holding her when she was no longer able to speak and listening to her struggle. It breaks my heart and I am cursed because I couldn't just keep doing that I had to step away to get high and to keep me medicated because it was killing me to watch her Dementia slowly take her out. And it happened so fast One day she was able to walk the next day she wasn't. And she stopped eating and she stopped drinking water and I couldn't force those things down her throat and her body started to slowly shut down and in four days from her being able to walk and speak all of a sudden she was gone. In those four days I watched her completely slip away. It was the most excruciating thing I've ever had to witness. But it haunts me. I can't get that memory out of my head. And the things I did while she was slipping away are just so stupid and **** ****. Like one time I took a hit off my dmt stick and I tried to somehow channel to her by holding her and trying to open up my third eye and channel to her but it went extremely bad and I had a bad trip. I was reckless. I was scared, panicky and I didn't have anybody there to help me through all of this. I never felt so alone in my entire life . And everybody that you would have thought could have been there or should have been there wasn't there. The whole ordeal has Filled me with resentment towards friends and family , For not being there when we needed them to . I made a series of bad mistakes during that time that I don't think I can forgive myself for the only thing that I could do was continue to get high while my mom is dying , just to numb myself to be strong when she needed me . I was too much of a coward to lay there every minute of every hour and hold her . The only way I could get through this I felt was to just keep getting high . Because of all that I will never forgive myself for this and I feel a little suicidal because of it . I feel like everything in my life is gone and there's nothing left . When my mom died I feel like I died too . I have no love for myself anymore . I think of myself as a horrible person . I could not feel any lonelier as I do now .

Because look where we're at in this country. It's no mystery that we're all divided. Literally we have lost ourselves. We're literally watching our country get destroyed. All these things have extremely pushed me down the rabbit hole deeper and deeper into depression. Hopelessness helplessness. Feeling like there's no bright future and all that lies ahead is nothing but pain and misery. And as a veteran this affects me in many ways because we already have a statistic about us that 22 veterans commit suicide every day. My uncle David did that. And I feel that knocking on my door. Think about it every day. I think about ending it this misery that I'm going through. You know the only thing that keeps me going right now is my son's dog that he left with me. If it wasn't for this dog I'm afraid I might have already checked out.

DMT is not helping me anymore it actually never really did it's not like I had any extraordinary experiences. I feel I still have a lot to learn about it and I'm not using the right way maybe. I feel like dmt's demonic. In the Tina is continuing to just destroy whatever is left.

I need help but I will not just turn to anyone or anything to help me. But I do need help. I need to get off Tina. But still be able to concentrate. I've been considering trying to figure out how to get a prescription for Adderall. Maybe ketamine. But I am so lost and I am on a sinking ship with bills and my mortgage and everything is consuming me and I cannot hold it up for very much longer without the weight of it all crushing me.

I'm in a bad state of mind. Consumed with shame, resentment, addiction, Anger and loneliness and I don't know how much longer I can keep it up before I break. And I'm one step closer to that edge.

And I don't know what to do... And how to forgive Myself And in the words of cyco Mike, "how will I laugh tomorrow if I can't even smile today"??

Please note that it took a lot for me to open to all of you And put Myself on blast like this. And this is my MAYDAY

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Myco-J-Fox

Thanks Happy, All I can say is that this all feels dystopian. It doesn't even seem real. The fact is I could have 100 people tell me I'm not a horrible person but it don't mean anything. My mom's last words 24 hours before she passed were '' what's happening to me? As I was Having to bathe her in th... View More

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Myco-J-Fox

At the same time people hit me up for dmt all the time they all claim how good it is, I make a batch and it's gone Very quickly.

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HappyKB

I am so sorry, are you going to church still? It's okay if you are not, I just wondered, some of the older clergy in churches are vets and have dealt with death and grieving like my Dad who is a retired Pastor he use to do a lot of counseling with vets since he himself is a Vietnam Vet. This breaks ... View More

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nanashi

Please check your pm (edit: FR sent) I have left my contact there, if you need someone to talk to, contact me anytime day or night

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Myco-J-Fox

July 31, 2024 6:31 pm

I've heard once that taking melatonin can enhance a DMT trip. Are there any other vitamins or supplements Or substances other than weed And shrooms that do the same ?

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DiscordMycology

I've heard things about 5HTP and psilocybin. Some not good things and some non-reactive. More studies need to be done, but if you decide to go that route research deeply and tread carefully.

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muchroom2improve

Harmala is a pretty good enhancer

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Myco-J-Fox

June 26, 2024 10:37 pm

What are we..... What's the purpose of our existence.. are we a frequency, or some type of molecule, is this some type of simulation, if God is not a man or a woman then what is God, is God noise or s... View More

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Myco-J-Fox

June 3, 2024 9:39 pm

Entities are trying to tell me something through frequency. Is there a way to understand what they're saying?? Please go as deep as you want on this one.. Take. MK Ultra For example, , I mean it. wotk... View More

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Alizerin

Feels like the entities are inside me. Microbes. We all have 5 pounds. It's a literal universe in there. I've started probiotics and clear ensure. They took me to the counter at the store.

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Myco-J-Fox

Don't blame the What?? Omg..ok Alizerin um , yea dude.. What did the counter say..

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Alizerin

Oh. I see. You dudes way ahead of me.

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Myco-J-Fox

What the feck are you two talking about??

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May 25, 2024 1:30 am

QUESTION, HAS ANYBODY EVER USED A HYDROSOL FOR EXTRACTION DOES IT WORK I'M GUESSING IT WOULDN'T BECAUSE A HYDROSOL IS USING STEAM.. I'd really like to design a homemade lab setup that would allow me t... View More

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MycoMeltz

Interesting. I need somthing like this..

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Myco-J-Fox

April 10, 2024 11:12 pm

Can someone provide me with knowledge of any experience in using psychotria viridis for dmt extraction? Along with any pros and cons regarding using it to extract DMT and the effects vs MHRB? MushLOVE

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HappyKB

I have no idea except that it will not yield as much as MHRB or ACRB

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nanashi

Viridis has a lot more plant fats in it and will need a defatting step during the acidic phase. Generally around 0.3% yield

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