by on September 22, 2023
I decided to try the acacia dmt again last night. For a second time. I took one big rip, probably about 75mg. The visuals were so trippy I struggled to gain any meaningful insight from the peak of the experience. I remember seeing a melting morphing checkerboard pattern with some kind of “machine elf” that seemed to be controlling the motion of the vision. It was too intense to behold and I opened my eyes briefly to ground myself but it seemed like I was in an entirely different room and I se...
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by on September 21, 2023
So a few weeks ago a friend and I were sitting outside at a picnic table on one of the last days of summer. We were listening to music and enjoying the fresh air. Once a good song I liked came on I whipped out my trusty yocan vape and loaded a large helping of dmt into it. I took a big puff and passed it to my friend. He hit it hard and we both sat there doing a special breathing technique I learned online that is supposed to increase dmt levels naturally. I didn’t have any visuals other tha...
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by on September 11, 2023
Yesterday I dropped acid for about the 11th time this summer. As I began peaking I realized this time would be a very spiritual experience and was quietly excited. I've been aware of tree spirits for years, and even before I took lsd or possessed esoteric beliefs, I was once spoken to by a tree at a local park. I'll never forget it. When on lsd, tree spirits become really, really evident to me. Yesterday as I passed a large, tall magnificent tree, it's spirit was undeniable as a very powerful ...
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by on September 10, 2023
Hello, me! It's the other me. I am yet just another experience that is reading this through my other eyes. It's me. I'm you. I have always been you. And I love you! Now... let me tell you a small story. A story about plant medicine and healing. I just came back from Ayahuasca ceremony. And let me tell you… this has been the best experience in my life I've ever had. Ayahuasca showed me what I needed to see and helped remove the blocks that I have intentionally put there myself. Ayahuasca unloc...
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by on September 3, 2023
Last time I did dmt I tried a new kind that was extracted from acacia instead of the mimosa extract I normally work with. It seemed to be much more potent than the mimosa. As it kicked in I felt my mind expand and I started to see the bigger picture of how everything is connected. Like all the pieces of the puzzle clicked together. It seemed like I understood everything and it all seemed like a big joke or riddle or game and then it started to fade and I forgot the punchline and normality was...
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by on September 2, 2023
So as I have been exploring psychedelics for the last few months again after 20+ years Just mushrooms until very recently. My wife,best friend and my other half has joined me a few times with mushrooms and truly enjoyed it together every time, we've been together now 14 years no drinking or smoking or anything like that just loving each other and living life together I've been extremely blessed to have her in my life and my only regret is we didn't meet sooner. So she finally expressed some int...
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by on September 1, 2023
This is my experience doing mushrooms for the first time. I am curious if anyone else here has experienced anything similar. As far as I know my reaction was abnormal. It was a few months ago. I was advised not to eat anything in case the mushrooms upset my stomach. I had been on a plane earlier that day so I had a light lunch but nothing after that. The setting was in the back garden of an apartment building. More wild than I was expecting but private and comfortable enough. It took awhil...
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by on August 27, 2023
So I recently did my first extraction  and I've been waiting to try a breakthrough for few reasons, don't want to do first time alone and figured settings should be special, but I've been dealing with alot of stress last few days so in the evenings I've been taking some micro/mini doses and it's had good effect, nothing intense  just to the point of being not sure if saw that wavy out of the corner of my eyes, when I got my pipes the guy gave me a tiny water one also for free. So last night I de...
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by on August 24, 2023
To set the scene, my brother Jeroen with the Nickname Urban was visiting the Netherlands. We go way back and went through many highs and low together. In 2013 we both embarked on a life changing joureny to Australia too find our selves and our purpose in life. He found love down under and worked hard on getting his citizenship, i found my purpose back home after roughly four years of travelling mainly in Australia and the Philippines. When people started to seriously fear the Corona virus i j...
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by on August 12, 2023
As I wrote about a month ago, I have finally been introduced to Mother Ayahuasca. A brother of mine organized a weekend retreat on the Quebec, Ontario border. I had gone up the week before to help set up the yurt we were going to be doing our ceremonies in, so I was familiar with the land and felt a little less nervous. Friday: We left Montreal early in the morning and did a buch of shopping. You know, groceries for the weekend, bug spray, tiki torches etc. We got to the site fairly early and...
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by on August 9, 2023
I had vaped DMT twice before on this day and this third go around came after a break of several hours. The first experience was 11 mgs with not much to bring back other than I was on a bizarre landscape with these beams of light coming down from the sky or ceiling. Anthropomorphic entities were rushing towards these beams and when they entered the beams their limbs multiplied and they became hyper-spiders. I don’t have much more to report other than picking up another English word in the r...
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by on August 4, 2023
I have a light work month and the opportunity to vape DMT if I so desire. My intentions remain ongoing. I am working on existential issues, getting a handle on anger and making direct asks for help for my husband (Nemo) if I make any direct entity contact. I smoked a blast of fb harmalas first and am not sure of the dose. I had a 15 mgs misfire where I got some of it but it was less than 10 mgs dosed then I added 11 mgs to the pipe and tried again (both harmalas and DMT). So this trip was pro...
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by on July 24, 2023
My husband is not a member here but goes by the name Nemo Amicus, Nemo for short.  He has a lot of medical issues and problems.   Also, please remember I am old enough to be a grandmother and these days am profoundly sensitive to psychedelics.  So 15 mgs. DMT hit me like a large dose hits younger folks. ...
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by on July 22, 2023
So there I was finding my self making my mushroom tea once again. This time I used 7 grams grounded up in a mortar and pestle and burnt sage around the powder lol that was more for me. I used some blood orange tea and some honey and down I drank. I began to feel it in my cheeks first and knew I was in for a fun few hours. I stayed inside my place with music on until it hit the late hours of 12-1 a.m, I had some questions of life. Am I alive? Did I die? The perspective quickly came that I have di...
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by on June 24, 2023
My intention is ongoing.  I am still having problems with anger and existential concerns.  I need to work on these things even though I live with someone who keeps causing a tsunami of stressors.   150 mgs fb harmalas with lemon juice and water. ...
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by on June 7, 2023
Before the 1st trip, I smoked my mapacho thru a pipe and listened to the songs I listened to back when I did my ayahuasca ceremony. I focused on my breathing and intentions. I even told the DMT: "Be easy on me, if you can, but if not, I am here to receive." I sat down in my bedroom with my girlfriend and took more deep breaths before I took the first hit from the vaporizer at 15mg. I heard a high pitch sound that was loud, but not ear deafening loud. It overtook the music I had in my headphones ...
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by on June 7, 2023
I have finished work early today and even though it’s only been 3 days I have been thinking about going back a LOT.  I want to be able to take enough to get a spinning marquis and see if we are back to alien language or if there are any more messages.   But, I find myself lacking in guts. ...
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by on June 3, 2023
The plan HAD been to eat 2 grams of shrooms then do some DMT today but that did not work out.  Set wasn’t right. A customer called with an emergency.   I wasn’t feeling it, chickened out, whatever.  My next opportunity opens up in about a week. 20 mgs DMT, 8 minutes in trance. Gorgeous rainbow with dark background start.  The body load was a factor - I could really feel my heart racing.  Reminded myself it is a short lived effect and worked on letting go. ...
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by on May 30, 2023
This was all done at 2130 (9:30 pm) and after fasting all day. I think these two steps are crucial for maximizing the experience. I took half of the dose as tea (10g) and the other half in a pb sandwich (10g) within a few minutes. That might’ve been the mistake. This was the first trip where I did half fruit half powder. I usually do it all as a tea. ...
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by on May 21, 2023
This was the end of a 3 day ceremonial retreat. The finale if you will. I was laid in a cozy bed with a blindfold and noise canceling headphones, with a Playlist called "spores". Which was as you would guess designed for mushroom experiences. So it started off taking me through the forest, which was reminiscent of the hike earlier that day. But my view was through a filter of bubbles, always moving and flowing. New ones emerging and old ones popping. Everything just a different shade of green. I...
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by on May 19, 2023
It took me awhile to process this experience since it was surprisingly very intense compared to my 1.5g Melmac tea trip. However, I did smoke a blunt stuffed with Hash at the end of it. Here is how it went, Monday morning I got over to my mentors place for our bonding experience. We each took 1G of Melmac via Lemon Tek and then head to his room to experience the journey. It started off very intense and immediately the room changed into a whole other place. Saw the familiar beings crawling around...
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by on May 18, 2023
After doing some research on the active compounds in shilajit it lead me to wonder how it could affect a dmt trip since it can possibly affect melatonin, gaba, and serotonin, etc. I mixed a glob of shilajit in hot water. (Took some the previous night before bed too) About 20 mins after finishing the drink i meditated and got my heart rate down. Then I took 2 large puffs off of a dmt cart. That’s it. Idk how but that was the most amazing experience I’ve had yet. On just 2 large puffs. When I c...
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by on May 12, 2023
DMT + Amanita Muscaria = Very Odd Experience So on a completely empty stomach I ate some Amanita Muscaria Gummies then about 45min- and hour later I dosed myself with a vape pen. Few puff of DMT later and it was quite different then what I’m used to DMT being like. I blasted off with much less anxiety than normally and it’s a more positive experience then as I’m coming back down I noticed the DMT was lingering like I was walking around after and keeping this odd DMT state in the waking world....
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by on May 11, 2023
So after 1-2 puffs of vaped dmt I had a crazy sense of a high pitch frequency ringing in my ears or head. Everything around me started to change. It was really strange. But I realized I wasn’t about to leave my body so I started to play guitar I wanted to write a song and so it came to me I had chords and lyrics almost immediately. I start strumming and singing right away. I then proceeded to take another rip off the pen while I had the guitar in my hands and I continued to play guitar. I was pl...
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