Cannabis

Yesterday I had my mentor and closest friend come over for a 5G heroic dose. We ate the bowl of PE6 I weighed out and drinked some Ginger tea in order to help with any nausea from the come up. He really enjoyed the PE6 strain and told me it tasted like Blueberry. I noticed it to and it went down so easy. After we started getting comfortable I lit some incense around my home and had all the lights off except for the Christmas tree. We had some Jazz play on my Bluetooth speaker and we started talk...

10 grams of ground Melmac into a mug filled with lemon juice. I let the grounds soak for about 30 mins and the mixture turns a extremely dark blue that I called black. I then proceeded to drink the potion pulp and all. Within 15 mins I became cold and anxious. Naturally I pulled a blanket over me to get comfortable. All the while my visuals were taking off behind my eye lids. Shadowy demonic figures climbing through mirrors. It made me feel a bit paranoid. So I was trying to keep my eyes ope...

Last weekend my partner in crime picked some yummy mushies from at her farm house, so she came over to share them with me. It wasn't a high dosage or anything just enough to sit back and enjoy with some chilled music. I'm also a dabber and been dabbing for about 6 months now, and honestly it kinda helped me getting off the bad shit as well. Anyways during our trip, we were laid out in my backyard and I like to meditate when I'm in this state of relaxation. I like to feel the mushrooms work their...

So, in some of my DMT trips and other drug experiences I got the impression that I was the devil and I was in hell, and I was trapped for eternity in my own universe, a prison made to keep me out of heaven because I was prideful and I loved myself instead of God. In the lucid moments it seemed that literally everyone else was already in heaven, looking down on me, wishing and hoping and praying that I would eventually see the light and return home to heaven and serve God. In these visions I saw ...

It was my day off and I just got done taking care of chores and other important tasks. I was a bit depressed and overwhelmed with everything going on in my life. From company changes at work to trying to figure out on how I should advance my pay since I was promised a raise after 90 days but got screwed on the review since a supervisor that was supposed to review me ended up leaving the company. On my day off I just felt alone. I was disappointed at how my first time doing brown rice tek with ca...

So it has been quite a long time since these experiences but I feel like I finally have had enough time to get a better idea of what really happened. So this heroic dose experience has a bit of backstory involved in it, and the reason I am finally sharing it is because I very recently did mushrooms again and it was not even near any of the experiences I had back in the day (I believe has to do with me having taken lexapro for a year and I was full, so I am off the lexapro now) Anyway, I beli...