Bad trip gone incredibly amazing!

It was my day off and I just got done taking care of chores and other important tasks. I was a bit depressed and overwhelmed with everything going on in my life. From company changes at work to trying to figure out on how I should advance my pay since I was promised a raise after 90 days but got screwed on the review since a supervisor that was supposed to review me ended up leaving the company. On my day off I just felt alone. I was disappointed at how my first time doing brown rice tek with canning jars was a disaster and how I wish I should of tossed the brown rice jars and started over. But no I ended up tossing the melted lids realizing that it didn't ruin the brown rice spawn or jar. I ended up using unmod lid tek lid upside down and stored them in the cabinet hoping it would do something.At this moment I'm just giving it a chance to grow anyway. After feeling down I decide it was time to unwind and learn something. I took 3g of mixed cubes. The mushrooms were my G.T and Mazatepecs from my UB tek. Those 2 strains go really well together. A very spiritual and Shamanistic experience. After I ate them like a snack and prepacked my bowl with ground indica crowned with kief I went outside and sat down to see the sunset. I smoked and puffed on the bowl with a feel of relief. After I ashed the bowl I went inside and put all my stuff away and got comfortable. I had my Psychdelic music playlist going on and everything started changing little by little. I picked up my sweet dog and just sat with her on the couch. I pet her and loved her while feeling this feeling of intense love coming back and forth from her while she was sleeping. A moment later I started noticing the famous patterns on the vinyl floor and the walls breathing. I was then glued to the couch with a feeling of possession and I looked up at the ceiling. Started seeing the little blue figures come in and out. The second time I looked at the vinyl I saw the similar yellow one eyed creature that are formed whenever I look at vinyl and tile. Later on I felt my soul gone and left the body. I later ended up in a different place and saw gods there but it wasn't a friendly greeting. There was a lot of finger pointing and laughing while I kept hearing them say "You fucked up this time! Their laugh was also very sinister. I was thinking in my head. What the fuck did I get to deserve this?! Then right out of no where the mood changed and this big creature that looks like the Baphomet comes out with demonic intentions. It put me into a state of shock and paralysis type of feeling. Then everything got crazy and my mind was going quickly mad. I ended up having my head hanging loosely and looking down at the floor and all I heard is "You fucked up!" There is no escape! More demonic sinister laughing. But then something miraculous happened. I ended up falling back into the couch and I looked straight at the wall. Everything turned into bright blue colors and even my brown walls turned into a lovely orange. The whole room got so wavy but it was so pleasant. Then my mind and body felt this huge sense of relief and Euphoria. It was so good that it just felt Orgasmic! All the pain and suffering was gone. Then I saw like a woman who reminds me of a motherly type figure just calming me down and taking care of me. Eventually my eyes just shut completely and I was on the other phase of the trip. I saw space and different planets. All could be a different dimension of some sort. After I woke up again from that space journey I saw nothing but beautiful waves and I could hear my music again. I then heard the Acoustic version of Turn Around by Iration and the whole room just filled with peace and pure bliss. I was then able to pet my sweet little dog who was shaking terribly because she had a bad dream. I pet her and saw beautiful colors on her coat. I looked at her and realized that she is even more precious on a trip. We just bonded. Bonded so well that the patterns crawled down my hand to her fur. Later on I got a call from my cousin. He suffered a gall bladder infection and he survived. The bad news is the hospital is now pumping him with Opiates. He told me he is going to do OK and smoke a lot of weed. I told him I got something even better. The first person I got to help is him. Hopefully then his process of healing will be easier. In the end I was thankful for all of the good things in life. I even have some hope that my jars will do just fine and I will have fresh spawn even though an imperfection happened after the fact. I learned alot from this trip and all of the demons in my life are finally going away.