by on May 12, 2020
Started to feel disconnected from my body, heady, a change in space like being on an escalator. David was sitting next to me but it felt like he was across the room.  Outside my body felt colder and inside my body felt hotter. I felt like I was in an animal burrow, cozy and protected. Got the acute sense and memory of the way it felt to be around my father. He was never “ok” and I took this on as blame and the sense that I was never “ok,” it made me cry. I asked am I ok? Am I enough? I wanted to...
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by on May 9, 2020
The first and only time I ingested LSD was during the summer of 1995. I had also smoked marijuana during the 'trip'. The initial experience was like a 'total body funhouse' effect. My legs seemed short like a reflection in a funhouse mirror. I could barely walk or talk and I had no depth or distance perception. After somewhat recovering from my sensory confusion, I had another interesting experience. Everything looked, sounded, and 'felt' as if it were in 'super high definition'. ...
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by on April 29, 2020
So about a year ago, I decided to take a tab in the morning. It was a single tab, some high power stuff though. I always start tripping much quicker than most. About 30 mins later I was already feeling it. It was a great trip!! I ended up going outside, and one of the best things is that I live within walking distance of Vanderbilt National Park, and I have to say, for a trip, vanderbilt is perfect. It's so familiar to me that it is a safe place to roam while exploring the intricacies of each i...
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by on April 28, 2020
It was some time in November 2018. I had just gotten hit by a truck a month earlier and broken my face. Anyway i got about 9 grams of psylocybe cyanescans from a friend that had found them out by the zoo where i live. I also had probably 60g of amanita muscaria dried and powder in a couple jars. So one night i decided i was going to take 15 cyan caps (saved the stems for a later time for some reason. I think i didnt wanna chew them up.)...
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by on April 23, 2020
So bicycle day happens to fall on the same date as my best friends birthday, so this year we decided to have an lsd trip with two other friends while riding around on bikes to commemorate Hoffman. We drop at about 6pm and begin our journey to a quite, dark field so we could be creatures and stare into the star-filled sky. After we arrive, we sit and listen to music as the acid begins to take over. This is were the first issue happens. We decided to play catch with a rugby ball as we were coming ...
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by on April 9, 2020
How many lessons I continue to come back with. Unresolved issues buried deep within the core manifesting in everyday life without us realizing. Or realizing…but putting it off until ‘later.’ How arrogant creatures we are to assume we have a later, tomorrow, next week, next month. Notice how often we execute this out of our senseless mouths. For me, these issues have been cutting ties with my mother.  Narcissistic, BPD tormented soul. Beautiful, red-lipsticked devil in the flesh. Sucks you into ...
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by on April 6, 2020
I decided to take a modest amount (appx. 20mg) of 2C-B at about 3:30 in the afternoon. About 30 minutes after ingestion I decided to take a walk as I hoped that having some outdoor scenery to gaze at would help to bring on the effects. I began to notice a subtle increase in my energy level and mood about half way through the walk and listening to NPR was quite enjoyable. I arrived back at the house and proceeded to turn my attention inward as I felt a deep relaxation come over me upon sitting do...
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by on April 1, 2020
I started the trip with an intense come up anxiety and a lot of negative thoughts setting in. I imagined them swirling all around me like a tornado (It’s the best analogy I can think of). I was in the middle eye of the storm a small being of love, and I had a quote I had saved that I forgot I had written down. It said, “Stop trying to calm the storm calm yourself the storm shall pass” and that sent me on a complete ego death. I stopped being who I was. It was extremely intense. I observed many...
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by on February 17, 2020
Let me start by saying I did not do any research whatsoever about what to expect before trying DMT. It has been years since I've taken psilocybin mushrooms, however I have dabbled in LSD and have had quite wonderful experiences during each trip.  Until I added DMT to my understanding, my experiences with psychedelics had been extremely and profoundly pleasant. (I will get into my unpleasantness later)   I was at home with my partner sitting on the couch, we had just put our children down to ...
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by on February 15, 2020
My first hbwr seeds experience. This trip took place about 2 years ago. I had 20 seeds and planned to take them with a friend, after carefully peeling the layer of puke bark of the seeds we both started chewing them. I took 10 it felt like a good starting point, my friend has a low psychedelic tolerance so he only ate 5. ...
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by on February 14, 2020
I'm surprised LSD isn't a category. Anyways. Two summers ago. Summer of 2018. ...
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by on February 13, 2020
I had always been under the assumption that Dmt is identical to the experience of dying. Long before I ever tried dmt I have always told my gf when i come back from losing consciousness that it feels like i just died. Having tried both, I've been tempted to share my last experience of cardiac arrest (which is basically the same as all the rest) and subjective comparisons I have made between the 2 experiences. My problem is low blood pressure. I was in to the hospital having an implanted device...
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