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by on July 22, 2023
So there I was finding my self making my mushroom tea once again. This time I used 7 grams grounded up in a mortar and pestle and burnt sage around the powder lol that was more for me. I used some blood orange tea and some honey and down I drank. I began to feel it in my cheeks first and knew I was in for a fun few hours. I stayed inside my place with music on until it hit the late hours of 12-1 a.m, I had some questions of life. Am I alive? Did I die? The perspective quickly came that I have di...
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by on April 2, 2023
This morning, the Wifey woke me up from my sleep and told me to feed our fur baby. After I fed my sweet fur baby, I went ahead and grabbed my fruits and informed the misses I was going to be taking only 1.4g of my Melmac in a tea. She said I was fine as long as I didn't travel to different planets while she was at work. Well, let's say I got more than what I bargained for initially. While I let my tea properly steep, I went ahead and started with my set and setting. I cleaned some dishes and org...
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by on January 10, 2022
So, in some of my DMT trips and other drug experiences I got the impression that I was the devil and I was in hell, and I was trapped for eternity in my own universe, a prison made to keep me out of heaven because I was prideful and I loved myself instead of God. In the lucid moments it seemed that literally everyone else was already in heaven, looking down on me, wishing and hoping and praying that I would eventually see the light and return home to heaven and serve God. In these visions I saw ...
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by on July 7, 2021
I smoked dmt for like the 30th or more time two days ago I did some very pure amazing stuff better than I have ever had, but some very weird stuff happened in the trip. I died in front of my family and they were screaming and crying nooooo nooo nooo holding me and shaking me and I was sad to see their sadness and was trying to tell them it was ok but they couldn't hear me. I died and felt so calm and relax and I watched it all! Has anyone experienced anything like this? Then I came to and the ro...
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by on March 26, 2020
I took one hit and watched as the ceiling was flooded with patterns Then took another and saw a tunnel and i was running to the end of it but it was like a tuberband bringing me back so i took one more big hit and i Was at. A house outside then a door opened and i tryed walking to the door but got stuck like a hook pulling me back and i got hyper focused on that things holding me (i believe to mean i get focused on one thing to hard and wht holds me back) Then i was walking threw the streets o...
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by on February 16, 2020
I finally broke through on my 7th trip I took about 50-60mg. I was first put under what looked like an ocean like room with walls made of clowns. They kept pestering me because they knew what I wanted. I finally got control of my body and took 2 big hits and I flew past them. (What happened next was the turning point of my life thus far) I was in a galaxy like spiral of infinite space and time. I saw a central light, I had no control over my direction or thought. I thought I had died. I felt s...
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by on February 13, 2020
I had always been under the assumption that Dmt is identical to the experience of dying. Long before I ever tried dmt I have always told my gf when i come back from losing consciousness that it feels like i just died. Having tried both, I've been tempted to share my last experience of cardiac arrest (which is basically the same as all the rest) and subjective comparisons I have made between the 2 experiences. My problem is low blood pressure. I was in to the hospital having an implanted device...
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by on April 16, 2019
This happened some years back as I have not had the opportunity to experience psychedelics in quite some time, although I look forward to getting back into my journies soon.   At any rate I was living with my girlfriend at the time in a large city in the southeast US with 3 additional room mates.  This was not my first experience with mushrooms or LSD as I had partaken of these plants and chemicals a few times in the past.  Our 3 other room mates had gone to a local rave to party and as I was...
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