Topic: trauma

Last night around midnight after doing some dmt We decided to eat the mushrooms that I got from a friend of a friend with a friend of mine who I haven’t seen for a while. We wanted to celebrate him being sober from alcohol for one month so We split an eighth. We ate them around midnight. By 1 o’clock I started to feel them kicking in. We played 9 ball pool and chatted about life, things looked a little bit cartoonified and more vibrant, the walls got a little wavy gravy and wiggly squiggly. My ...

I am a recovering alcoholic who will be 3 years sober in January. As a teenager I experienced much trauma that made me reach for alcohol at a young age to block it out whilst it was happening, and to forget when it wasn't. I didn't tell anybody, and knew the drink was a problem from early on. I looked into ways to stop, or at least cut down, and I saw ayahuasca almost straight away as an alternative "therapy" but the strongest thing I had tried was weed at this point, and some of the more trauma...