by on September 10, 2023
Hello, me! It's the other me. I am yet just another experience that is reading this through my other eyes. It's me. I'm you. I have always been you. And I love you! Now... let me tell you a small story. A story about plant medicine and healing. I just came back from Ayahuasca ceremony. And let me tell you… this has been the best experience in my life I've ever had. Ayahuasca showed me what I needed to see and helped remove the blocks that I have intentionally put there myself. Ayahuasca unloc...
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by on December 6, 2020
I am a recovering alcoholic who will be 3 years sober in January. As a teenager I experienced much trauma that made me reach for alcohol at a young age to block it out whilst it was happening, and to forget when it wasn't. I didn't tell anybody, and knew the drink was a problem from early on. I looked into ways to stop, or at least cut down, and I saw ayahuasca almost straight away as an alternative "therapy" but the strongest thing I had tried was weed at this point, and some of the more trauma...
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by on February 19, 2020
Well, i guess there always comes a time when medicine let's you know how small and insignificant you truly are. Just to remind you that orally taken deemz needs to be respected and not taken lightly. All other ceremonies we have made, were good and very spiritual. This time we decided to take little extra. We had two bottles, one with Harmala and other pure mimosa/acacia in higher concentration. We started dosing with one with Harmala. 45 minutes later, my buddy was already pouring 2nd serving ...
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by on March 22, 2019
The plane landed, the hum of the engine turned down. People got out of their seats and then the captain gave the okay to unbuckle. It's always was backwards like that. People acting first, thinking of safety after, not hearing the warning. I too have always been that way as I reached into Pandora’s Box so long ago it felt like a dream. I had come so far from my past, who I was no matter made sense to me as I could never remember that self fully, and I now understand that I am always changing and...
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by on March 22, 2019
Vine and I were hanging out in his kitchen. We were both excited. I was excited to see if I could get over this fear produced from my last experience. We watched the stove boil the sloppy mix that we had both taken together a year ago. I was a changed person since the last time. I had also learned a lot, I wasn't stressed over things as much, and I looked at life in a slightly different light. I still had my problems though and was ready to face my demons once again. We filtered the substance...
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by on March 22, 2019
I lay on my bed home alone, scared about the taste I was about to endure as well as that feeling of the onset of chemicals changing my perception. It's a feeling of vibrating unconscionably in my mind, but in reality not moving at all. It's the feeling of loosing myself and not knowing where I was going next. I drink the liquid. It tastes horrible, worst than I could remember if that was even possible. I get scared, because I'm alone, I get sick. I decided that I wasn't ready to do this by my...
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