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by on July 21, 2021
Last night was my birthday, and the past couple of days I've been kind of in a slump. Didn't do anything to celebrate, and let the day pass me by. Before I decided to call it a night, I grabbed my, headphones, Lookah Seahorse and my deems, then went to lie down in bed. Played this mix to set the mood: https://m.soundcloud.com/zeds-dead-mixes/thecookout-2016 I'm smoking the dmt and really trying to be open to the message I am about to recieve. As I lay back in my bed and pull the covers over my...
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by on May 12, 2020
Started to feel disconnected from my body, heady, a change in space like being on an escalator. David was sitting next to me but it felt like he was across the room.  Outside my body felt colder and inside my body felt hotter. I felt like I was in an animal burrow, cozy and protected. Got the acute sense and memory of the way it felt to be around my father. He was never “ok” and I took this on as blame and the sense that I was never “ok,” it made me cry. I asked am I ok? Am I enough? I wanted to...
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