by on September 23, 2023
Last night around midnight after doing some dmt We decided to eat the mushrooms that I got from a friend of a friend with a friend of mine who I haven’t seen for a while. We wanted to celebrate him being sober from alcohol for one month so We split an eighth. We ate them around midnight. By 1 o’clock I started to feel them kicking in. We played 9 ball pool and chatted about life, things looked a little bit cartoonified and more vibrant, the walls got a little wavy gravy and wiggly squiggly. My ...
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by on September 22, 2023
I decided to try the acacia dmt again last night. For a second time. I took one big rip, probably about 75mg. The visuals were so trippy I struggled to gain any meaningful insight from the peak of the experience. I remember seeing a melting morphing checkerboard pattern with some kind of “machine elf” that seemed to be controlling the motion of the vision. It was too intense to behold and I opened my eyes briefly to ground myself but it seemed like I was in an entirely different room and I se...
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by on September 21, 2023
So a few weeks ago a friend and I were sitting outside at a picnic table on one of the last days of summer. We were listening to music and enjoying the fresh air. Once a good song I liked came on I whipped out my trusty yocan vape and loaded a large helping of dmt into it. I took a big puff and passed it to my friend. He hit it hard and we both sat there doing a special breathing technique I learned online that is supposed to increase dmt levels naturally. I didn’t have any visuals other tha...
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by on September 3, 2023
Last time I did dmt I tried a new kind that was extracted from acacia instead of the mimosa extract I normally work with. It seemed to be much more potent than the mimosa. As it kicked in I felt my mind expand and I started to see the bigger picture of how everything is connected. Like all the pieces of the puzzle clicked together. It seemed like I understood everything and it all seemed like a big joke or riddle or game and then it started to fade and I forgot the punchline and normality was...
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by on September 2, 2023
So as I have been exploring psychedelics for the last few months again after 20+ years Just mushrooms until very recently. My wife,best friend and my other half has joined me a few times with mushrooms and truly enjoyed it together every time, we've been together now 14 years no drinking or smoking or anything like that just loving each other and living life together I've been extremely blessed to have her in my life and my only regret is we didn't meet sooner. So she finally expressed some int...
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by on August 27, 2023
So I recently did my first extraction  and I've been waiting to try a breakthrough for few reasons, don't want to do first time alone and figured settings should be special, but I've been dealing with alot of stress last few days so in the evenings I've been taking some micro/mini doses and it's had good effect, nothing intense  just to the point of being not sure if saw that wavy out of the corner of my eyes, when I got my pipes the guy gave me a tiny water one also for free. So last night I de...
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by on August 9, 2023
I had vaped DMT twice before on this day and this third go around came after a break of several hours. The first experience was 11 mgs with not much to bring back other than I was on a bizarre landscape with these beams of light coming down from the sky or ceiling. Anthropomorphic entities were rushing towards these beams and when they entered the beams their limbs multiplied and they became hyper-spiders. I don’t have much more to report other than picking up another English word in the r...
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by on August 4, 2023
I have a light work month and the opportunity to vape DMT if I so desire. My intentions remain ongoing. I am working on existential issues, getting a handle on anger and making direct asks for help for my husband (Nemo) if I make any direct entity contact. I smoked a blast of fb harmalas first and am not sure of the dose. I had a 15 mgs misfire where I got some of it but it was less than 10 mgs dosed then I added 11 mgs to the pipe and tried again (both harmalas and DMT). So this trip was pro...
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by on July 24, 2023
My husband is not a member here but goes by the name Nemo Amicus, Nemo for short.  He has a lot of medical issues and problems.   Also, please remember I am old enough to be a grandmother and these days am profoundly sensitive to psychedelics.  So 15 mgs. DMT hit me like a large dose hits younger folks. ...
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by on June 24, 2023
My intention is ongoing.  I am still having problems with anger and existential concerns.  I need to work on these things even though I live with someone who keeps causing a tsunami of stressors.   150 mgs fb harmalas with lemon juice and water. ...
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by on June 7, 2023
Before the 1st trip, I smoked my mapacho thru a pipe and listened to the songs I listened to back when I did my ayahuasca ceremony. I focused on my breathing and intentions. I even told the DMT: "Be easy on me, if you can, but if not, I am here to receive." I sat down in my bedroom with my girlfriend and took more deep breaths before I took the first hit from the vaporizer at 15mg. I heard a high pitch sound that was loud, but not ear deafening loud. It overtook the music I had in my headphones ...
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by on June 7, 2023
I have finished work early today and even though it’s only been 3 days I have been thinking about going back a LOT.  I want to be able to take enough to get a spinning marquis and see if we are back to alien language or if there are any more messages.   But, I find myself lacking in guts. ...
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