by on August 27, 2023
So I recently did my first extraction  and I've been waiting to try a breakthrough for few reasons, don't want to do first time alone and figured settings should be special, but I've been dealing with alot of stress last few days so in the evenings I've been taking some micro/mini doses and it's had good effect, nothing intense  just to the point of being not sure if saw that wavy out of the corner of my eyes, when I got my pipes the guy gave me a tiny water one also for free. So last night I de...
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by on August 9, 2023
I had vaped DMT twice before on this day and this third go around came after a break of several hours. The first experience was 11 mgs with not much to bring back other than I was on a bizarre landscape with these beams of light coming down from the sky or ceiling. Anthropomorphic entities were rushing towards these beams and when they entered the beams their limbs multiplied and they became hyper-spiders. I don’t have much more to report other than picking up another English word in the r...
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by on August 4, 2023
I have a light work month and the opportunity to vape DMT if I so desire. My intentions remain ongoing. I am working on existential issues, getting a handle on anger and making direct asks for help for my husband (Nemo) if I make any direct entity contact. I smoked a blast of fb harmalas first and am not sure of the dose. I had a 15 mgs misfire where I got some of it but it was less than 10 mgs dosed then I added 11 mgs to the pipe and tried again (both harmalas and DMT). So this trip was pro...
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by on July 24, 2023
My husband is not a member here but goes by the name Nemo Amicus, Nemo for short.  He has a lot of medical issues and problems.   Also, please remember I am old enough to be a grandmother and these days am profoundly sensitive to psychedelics.  So 15 mgs. DMT hit me like a large dose hits younger folks. ...
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by on June 24, 2023
My intention is ongoing.  I am still having problems with anger and existential concerns.  I need to work on these things even though I live with someone who keeps causing a tsunami of stressors.   150 mgs fb harmalas with lemon juice and water. ...
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by on June 7, 2023
Before the 1st trip, I smoked my mapacho thru a pipe and listened to the songs I listened to back when I did my ayahuasca ceremony. I focused on my breathing and intentions. I even told the DMT: "Be easy on me, if you can, but if not, I am here to receive." I sat down in my bedroom with my girlfriend and took more deep breaths before I took the first hit from the vaporizer at 15mg. I heard a high pitch sound that was loud, but not ear deafening loud. It overtook the music I had in my headphones ...
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by on June 7, 2023
I have finished work early today and even though it’s only been 3 days I have been thinking about going back a LOT.  I want to be able to take enough to get a spinning marquis and see if we are back to alien language or if there are any more messages.   But, I find myself lacking in guts. ...
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by on June 3, 2023
The plan HAD been to eat 2 grams of shrooms then do some DMT today but that did not work out.  Set wasn’t right. A customer called with an emergency.   I wasn’t feeling it, chickened out, whatever.  My next opportunity opens up in about a week. 20 mgs DMT, 8 minutes in trance. Gorgeous rainbow with dark background start.  The body load was a factor - I could really feel my heart racing.  Reminded myself it is a short lived effect and worked on letting go. ...
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by on May 18, 2023
After doing some research on the active compounds in shilajit it lead me to wonder how it could affect a dmt trip since it can possibly affect melatonin, gaba, and serotonin, etc. I mixed a glob of shilajit in hot water. (Took some the previous night before bed too) About 20 mins after finishing the drink i meditated and got my heart rate down. Then I took 2 large puffs off of a dmt cart. That’s it. Idk how but that was the most amazing experience I’ve had yet. On just 2 large puffs. When I c...
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by on May 12, 2023
DMT + Amanita Muscaria = Very Odd Experience So on a completely empty stomach I ate some Amanita Muscaria Gummies then about 45min- and hour later I dosed myself with a vape pen. Few puff of DMT later and it was quite different then what I’m used to DMT being like. I blasted off with much less anxiety than normally and it’s a more positive experience then as I’m coming back down I noticed the DMT was lingering like I was walking around after and keeping this odd DMT state in the waking world....
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by on May 11, 2023
So after 1-2 puffs of vaped dmt I had a crazy sense of a high pitch frequency ringing in my ears or head. Everything around me started to change. It was really strange. But I realized I wasn’t about to leave my body so I started to play guitar I wanted to write a song and so it came to me I had chords and lyrics almost immediately. I start strumming and singing right away. I then proceeded to take another rip off the pen while I had the guitar in my hands and I continued to play guitar. I was pl...
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by on May 4, 2023
So I’ve had a little bit of anxiety about going into the realm again. But that calling is so strong and I chickened out the last time. So this time it was calling me even more. I had a elevated heart rate. I wanted to lower it and relax before I blast off. So after I prayed I started off focused on using this to benefit me spiritually, mentally, and in my life. I began by meditating and deep breathing. Then began using a simple “Om” or “Aum” mantra. After probably 20-25 minutes of this I start...
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