by on September 2, 2023
So as I have been exploring psychedelics for the last few months again after 20+ years Just mushrooms until very recently. My wife,best friend and my other half has joined me a few times with mushrooms and truly enjoyed it together every time, we've been together now 14 years no drinking or smoking or anything like that just loving each other and living life together I've been extremely blessed to have her in my life and my only regret is we didn't meet sooner. So she finally expressed some int...
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by on September 1, 2023
This is my experience doing mushrooms for the first time. I am curious if anyone else here has experienced anything similar. As far as I know my reaction was abnormal. It was a few months ago. I was advised not to eat anything in case the mushrooms upset my stomach. I had been on a plane earlier that day so I had a light lunch but nothing after that. The setting was in the back garden of an apartment building. More wild than I was expecting but private and comfortable enough. It took awhil...
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by on August 27, 2023
So I recently did my first extraction  and I've been waiting to try a breakthrough for few reasons, don't want to do first time alone and figured settings should be special, but I've been dealing with alot of stress last few days so in the evenings I've been taking some micro/mini doses and it's had good effect, nothing intense  just to the point of being not sure if saw that wavy out of the corner of my eyes, when I got my pipes the guy gave me a tiny water one also for free. So last night I de...
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by on August 24, 2023
To set the scene, my brother Jeroen with the Nickname Urban was visiting the Netherlands. We go way back and went through many highs and low together. In 2013 we both embarked on a life changing joureny to Australia too find our selves and our purpose in life. He found love down under and worked hard on getting his citizenship, i found my purpose back home after roughly four years of travelling mainly in Australia and the Philippines. When people started to seriously fear the Corona virus i j...
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by on August 12, 2023
As I wrote about a month ago, I have finally been introduced to Mother Ayahuasca. A brother of mine organized a weekend retreat on the Quebec, Ontario border. I had gone up the week before to help set up the yurt we were going to be doing our ceremonies in, so I was familiar with the land and felt a little less nervous. Friday: We left Montreal early in the morning and did a buch of shopping. You know, groceries for the weekend, bug spray, tiki torches etc. We got to the site fairly early and...
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by on August 9, 2023
I had vaped DMT twice before on this day and this third go around came after a break of several hours. The first experience was 11 mgs with not much to bring back other than I was on a bizarre landscape with these beams of light coming down from the sky or ceiling. Anthropomorphic entities were rushing towards these beams and when they entered the beams their limbs multiplied and they became hyper-spiders. I don’t have much more to report other than picking up another English word in the r...
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by on August 4, 2023
I have a light work month and the opportunity to vape DMT if I so desire. My intentions remain ongoing. I am working on existential issues, getting a handle on anger and making direct asks for help for my husband (Nemo) if I make any direct entity contact. I smoked a blast of fb harmalas first and am not sure of the dose. I had a 15 mgs misfire where I got some of it but it was less than 10 mgs dosed then I added 11 mgs to the pipe and tried again (both harmalas and DMT). So this trip was pro...
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by on July 24, 2023
My husband is not a member here but goes by the name Nemo Amicus, Nemo for short.  He has a lot of medical issues and problems.   Also, please remember I am old enough to be a grandmother and these days am profoundly sensitive to psychedelics.  So 15 mgs. DMT hit me like a large dose hits younger folks. ...
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by on July 22, 2023
So there I was finding my self making my mushroom tea once again. This time I used 7 grams grounded up in a mortar and pestle and burnt sage around the powder lol that was more for me. I used some blood orange tea and some honey and down I drank. I began to feel it in my cheeks first and knew I was in for a fun few hours. I stayed inside my place with music on until it hit the late hours of 12-1 a.m, I had some questions of life. Am I alive? Did I die? The perspective quickly came that I have di...
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by on June 24, 2023
My intention is ongoing.  I am still having problems with anger and existential concerns.  I need to work on these things even though I live with someone who keeps causing a tsunami of stressors.   150 mgs fb harmalas with lemon juice and water. ...
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by on June 7, 2023
Before the 1st trip, I smoked my mapacho thru a pipe and listened to the songs I listened to back when I did my ayahuasca ceremony. I focused on my breathing and intentions. I even told the DMT: "Be easy on me, if you can, but if not, I am here to receive." I sat down in my bedroom with my girlfriend and took more deep breaths before I took the first hit from the vaporizer at 15mg. I heard a high pitch sound that was loud, but not ear deafening loud. It overtook the music I had in my headphones ...
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by on June 7, 2023
I have finished work early today and even though it’s only been 3 days I have been thinking about going back a LOT.  I want to be able to take enough to get a spinning marquis and see if we are back to alien language or if there are any more messages.   But, I find myself lacking in guts. ...
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