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Growgold

June 12, 2022 5:19 am

Trial in october

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Growgold

October 7, 2021 3:12 pm

i miss growing i cant wait to start back up but first my mission is get my kids back home

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Growgold

April 13, 2021 6:19 pm

It's been awhile since I've been back and I keep leaving I don't like it life turned to more shit but it's not how you fall is how you pick up p or self up and continue with your Journey of life

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JoseyWales

Life is always shit man. Sometimes you can colonize it, sometimes it's 2girls1cup...

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Growgold

November 20, 2020 2:50 pm

You can't trust no one wtv is people thinking why would you ruin everything you wanted your home fucking life with a dumb bitch

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CHIEFBIGBEAR

Growgold. I just lost 10 years with my highschool sweetheart. It hurts so bad. Your mixed emotions are going to be insane. From sadness and depression to extreme anger and frusteration. I feel more happy now than i did before, happier with myself. I never thought id be here so soon, we separated la... View More

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Joey Green

Your not alone Growgold as your story is extremely common ...... So much so that Ive created a group for men whom have "been there/done that" to help other men struggling to understand "why" (Men only please) https://dmtworld.net/social/groups/398/

Like 1 November 20, 2020

Growgold

Chief good shit that makes since ive been so hung up on this i Literally have Givin up on my job i run with my dad my grow my hustle my self and my kids cuz of this and idk why

Like 2 November 20, 2020

Fantasma

@Growgold You have every right to feel how you do. The heartbreak, anger, and disappointment so very palpable it can crack the glass on my screen. But if I could offer a few things from someone who has experienced my own hurt with others over the years. There must have been something special with th... View More@Growgold You have every right to feel how you do. The heartbreak, anger, and disappointment so very palpable it can crack the glass on my screen. But if I could offer a few things from someone who has experienced my own hurt with others over the years. There must have been something special with this person for you to have been drawn to and sacrificed so much for. What outweighs what? Think of the good she has done for you over all of these years. Are you just more in love with the history, and petrified at losing her? Over time we all do and say things that cause disillusionment with others even if the other won’t vocalize it. Communication vs lack thereof. Of course I don’t blame nor justify who did what why. But everyone is capable of making choices that they deem necessary at the time, even if there are known repercussions later; most especially when someone has a volatile relationship with something as harsh as meth. You’ve got kids with this lady? Do they ever want to overhear their dad expressing ‘dumb bitch’ about their mom? The person that birthed them? Could she have been such a ‘dumb bitch’ if she ever fell for you? Friend, please realize you are insulting yourself in the process. Choice of words can be a catalyst to so much! The years invested mean nothing now. Think of it as emotional muscle you’re developing through hurt. I look back on instances when I had devoted so much time and energy (even money) for individuals I had shared my emotional and physical space with…only to later look back at it with regret... tainting my view on men. Creating such a foul, bitter, despondent vibe that without realizing it at the time, I pushed away some very, very promising potentials. I started backtracking why I had such horrible luck with men. What did they all have in common? Addiction. I was a co-dependent in denial. The hero complex, wanting to save others when I needed to do my own saving first. That was then. Now, I won’t revisit my past because it doesn’t matter today. All that matters now is how I approach my present, and those who walk towards it. Nowadays it doesn’t matter how wonderful a man is, alcoholism is an absolute deal breaker for me. My daughter’s father is an alcoholic, the man I lived with right before him was a bipolar alcoholic who died in a cop assisted suicide…and others. Why the hell would I want to have my daughter witness or grow up with destructive repetitive patterns? Think of your children and learned behavior even when you don’t think they’re absorbing. Standards. Treat yourself with a higher regard, purge that anger in a productive, healthy manner. Continue on to your quest to healing-the better you are mentally and emotionally, the better choices you’ll make with better prospects. Wish her the best, you can still love her from a distance if you can’t handle the unpredictability. But accept that sometimes love comes at a cost. I know your heartbreak all too well and am sending you my warmest vibes. You will get through this.

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Growgold

November 17, 2020 5:36 pm

Any good mimosa bark via usa

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HappyKB

We have a public review group on the site you might want to check out there are reviews on bark vendors in there.

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Growgold

Thank you kb i was trying to be lazy but I'll go check it out

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HappyKB

Lol at least your honest

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Growgold

Where is this review paig at

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November 8, 2020 1:17 pm

Crystals of the gods

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Joey Green

I think I see the problem here ...... Someone spilled some crystalline substance all over your scale! Carefully clean that up, check and make sure your batteries are installed correctly ....... and it should work good as new! Lol

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Growgold

Lmao man I've been in a dark time foralmost a week had a manic episode have lost my shit a few times and am very sad and depressed and very shaturred have not had a smile or laughed in almost a week and reading that Joey made me crack up laughing thank you man I needed that

Like 1 November 10, 2020

Growgold

It always is right around the corner thank you eagle

Like 1 November 13, 2020

Growgold

July 13, 2020 5:49 pm

anyone know a Ratio for DMT cartridges i kinda want to make one

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Jay Pickles

I would make vape juice as normal if you want it to wick properly the whole cart. Probably use 100% propylene glycol and mix it like 1ml per gram, if it doesn't dissolve eazy add a little more.

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Joey Green

Theres another post on here somewhere with a mote detailed recipe ..... ill see if i can find

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Joey Green

https://dmtworld.net/social/DudeN/?status-id=18205

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Growgold

July 12, 2020 9:02 pm

what happened to this site man it is not what it was a year ago and it kjnda upsets me you used to be able to ask a question and everyone would help you now its like no one wants to help anyone its a ... View More

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Victor1

Lol i know bobby. I was just messing with you. When i was in prison people always said "bubba".. Like "whats up bubba" and id always respond "who the hell is bubba?!?!?!" Lol

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ExMagic

im fairly new here myself, and just from the outside perspective. I would guess most people ignore the "no sourcing" rule because they think it is a default message, or ToS the creators of the site put in there to cover themselves. that being said all the people who just sign up and go right to are ... View More

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Victor1

Lol its just a slang term like bro.. Or dude.. Or.. Bubba lol

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HappyKB

I think most choose to ignore how this place functions until they have issues.

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July 9, 2020 6:39 am

what is this

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Oryx0184

Also this looks suspiciously like an advertisement so i would be careful and make it clear in the post that the stuff youre posting is not for sale. A lot of attempts at sneaky spircing lately all over the site its been ridiculous.

Like 1 July 9, 2020

Growgold

makes since

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