Buck

For those that have been following my progress, know that I have been successful at only low doses. My breakthrough doses have all failed. Today was the first time I was going for it with a sitter. I’ve been alone before. My sitter noticed my problem and why I’m failing. Apparently I don’t know how to vape, he said I was smoking it like a cigarette, and then thought me the proper way to vape. But my throat wasn’t going to tolerate any more today, and he wanted to try for a breakthrough. He is aware of what DMT is, but not well studied in it. But going thru some hard times in his life and willing to take a chance on anything for help. I did inform him of all of what I felt was “need to know” like being willing to surrender and let go. So after some coaching, he’s ready. He takes 3 big successful hits from my Evolve Plus, hands me the pen, and lays back. He showed what i thought was physical signs of a successful breakthrough, but then he sat up and vomited, 5-6 times, he took a look at me, and looked surprised, I asked him if he needed more? He laid back down with eyes closed. Began to smile a lot. I felt he was having a comfortable experience, about 10 minutes later he opened his eyes, I told him to focus on remembering anything that happened. He said he didn’t remember anything except vomiting. I told him that might have been a purge, but is more common with ayahuasca. He then informed me that he pissed Himself. I asked him if he remembered looking at me, and if he did why did he look surprised? He said I looked a little different, I had green dots and spikes on my face, when he closed his eyes I turned dark but he could still see me and the green dots/spikes. The only other thing he remembers is “let it go” right before he pissed, hes not sure if this was a thought or a voice. He recalls nothing of the rest of e trip. Thoughts? Also he is a heavy THC vape user, I’ve heard theory’s that THC makes remembering harder, can anyone confirm?

I love reading your guys trip reports, I appreciate you all sharing, so I felt I would share my first 2 experiences, I don’t feel I can call them trips, I wrote about my experiences on the main page a few months go, but I’ll add it here too. For starters, I have no psychedelic experience,fully aware I’m jumping into the deep end of the pool with this. I had several failed attempts using “gordotek dream maker tool”. I was burning it, took the advice of some very helpful members here and bought a Yocan Elvolve Plus, with ceramic donut coils. Once it arrived, I felt the need to test it, loaded some up and decided to find out if this would work. I had no intention of blastingu off, just wanted to test this device and dip my toes into the water. I believe both of my experiences may be in the 10-15mg range, but I could be wrong. I took maybe a 3 second hit, inhaled and held, but had almost no taste, I thought maybe it didn’t work, after close to 10 seconds I exhaled and didn’t see anything come out, but was immediately hit by it, came on so fast I got anxious, I said oh shit, and was grabbing my recliner worried I was about to take off. After a few seconds I realized I wasn’t gonna go anywhere, a sense a peace and calm washed over me, an inner body warmth that felt GREAT! I lay back, close my eyes and the inner body sensations seemed to amplify with eyes closed, very mild CEVs, what stuck out the most was a pulsing humming sound I would describe as a typical syfy movie UFO sound. Returned to “Normal” in no more than 10 minutes. I spent next 24 hours contemplating a full Breakthrough dose, but was too jittery, but felt like it be would be good to get more comfortable with it at the low dose range and work up to it later. So this time I decided to try and get just a little more. I had a full breakthrough dose loaded, just in case. I took maybe 4-5 second hit, held in for close to 10 again exhaled and was prepared for the quick on come of it. And it did, and I handled it better this time. I took a moment of eyes open experience, but prefer eyes closed. What I noticed was what I would describe as sharper images, more defined, and some things had a “vibration” to them, some were small, some were big vibrations, eyes open maybe about 30 seconds, and then I lay back again and close my eyes to enjoy those inner body feelings. I had a lot more CEVs this time, there was no UFO sound this time, but I was shown an image of traveling thru a tube/pipe type of thing. I knew I was still here and not traveling anywhere, it was more like watching a movie I had no control over. There would by a Y in the tunnel occasionally, and it would just instantly know which way it wanted to go, I could not influence and did not know where this visual was going. After about 60 seconds of this visual, it arrived at the end of the tunnels and I was shown a pyramid, not stone pyramid but a digital pyramid, blueish white if I remember correctly. That’s all I could see, it was at this point I could hear a voice, I would describe the voice as: female, very beautiful, welcoming. She sounded very distant, I could barely hear her, and her voice echoed so I heard it several times, she said: “it’s ok, it’s ok, it’s ok, it’s ok” echoing, followed by: “Dont be afraid, Dont be afraid, Dont be afraid” a few moments later, everything had worn off. This was a few months ago, I really want to be enlightened, I want to take that ride, but I’m big enough to admit I’m pretty nervous, but it’s all I can’t think about, I even feel I dream about DMT sometimes. Hope you enjoyed, will post more when I have them!