I had an interesting encounter, That I still dont fully understand. I had a powerful entity encounter with no psychedelics in my system. It happened on sunday. I was broken human being. The last month... View MoreI had an interesting encounter, That I still dont fully understand. I had a powerful entity encounter with no psychedelics in my system. It happened on sunday. I was broken human being. The last month of my life has been hell. It was hard to find joy and happiness. My life was falling apart. My wife left me, came back a week later, just to leave me again last weekend. Sunday, I broke hard, I was mess. I had spent most of the day talking to the universe. Asking, WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME? Then I resorted to asking the universe to fix all of this for me. Then I got to the point, where I was just laying in bed, clutching my quartz crystal, looking for some healing, soaking my pillow in tears, and wondering how I move forward from here. And then it happened. I swear there were entities in my bed room. They were there, or I had a hallucination. I was laying on my side, basically fetal postion, breaking down. something was giving me the urge to roll on to my back, which I almost never do. So I did. I could feel something on my bed with me. I felt the bed depressing, I heard the mattress springs compress. It was like there was weight there. Then visions started(eyes closed) as I was laying on my back, I could see these entities approach me, looking down at me. A feeling like I was on a hospital bed, and doctors were checking me out. No disticnt features, I saw them as silhouettes. If I opened my eyes, I saw nothing. I could also hear chatter, but couldnt make it out. After they looked at me for a moment, they put something in me, in a pouring fashion, multiple times, a lot. And then it just went away. I didnt understand any of it on sunday, I still cant explain the encounter with no psychedelics. Unless the universe was finally responding to my plees. Sunday night, my eyes started to open. I started seeing all the demons in my life. I saw all the damage I was doing to myself and my family. Monday morning I woke up feeling like a million bucks and decided I was going to remove all the shit and negativity from my life. I have appologized to the ones I have hurt. Ive made a lot of real positive changes. 3 days with no negativity and it feels great. I feel like those “doctors” may have been putting some real positive power and energy into me. Everyday Im getting stronger, everyday Im fixing what I have broken. It has not been easy, I have felt the universe test me a few times this week. I feel I passed all those tests. Tomorrow, I test myself, I want to see how strong I am. I want to see how much power I have been given. Tomorrow I will face a demon that has had a grip on me for 17 years. Smoking cigarettes, Ive never been able to quit, not even with pharmaceutical drugs like chantix. I smoke nearly 3 packs a day. Tomorrow morning Im done. Send me positive vibes, tomorrow will be a hard fight, but day 1 is the hardest.
@cosmicflow The surgeons you’ve mentioned, I too have experienced this through a couple of trips. With blindfold on in a dark room I’ve felt an alien force performing a dental cleaning on my teeth (twice) using my stones and shells. Where Id end up drooling like I would at a dentist. My intestines h... View More@cosmicflow The surgeons you’ve mentioned, I too have experienced this through a couple of trips. With blindfold on in a dark room I’ve felt an alien force performing a dental cleaning on my teeth (twice) using my stones and shells. Where Id end up drooling like I would at a dentist. My intestines having blockages removed, and ovary where I’m certain I may have had a tumor or cyst again. I actually have a trip report regarding this most recent experience. @Buck my Spirit Guide has taught me the importance of treating our stones with reverence as they too are alive with their own life force. And lastly, I would recommend you find yourself the Larimar Stone to help you with your craving too and meditate with it when you start getting a craving or want more celestial spiritual guidance. Mush love!
Quitting smoking is not easy! Stay strong in the fight!! I quit cold turkey last year after smoking constantly for 27 years. The quit period was probably the worst 3 months of my life (before 2020). My sleeping patterns were really messed up, and I used to fall asleep in the middle of the day. Som... View MoreQuitting smoking is not easy! Stay strong in the fight!! I quit cold turkey last year after smoking constantly for 27 years. The quit period was probably the worst 3 months of my life (before 2020). My sleeping patterns were really messed up, and I used to fall asleep in the middle of the day. Sometimes I would wake up flat on my back with my mouth open, and it felt as though something was being poured into me through my mouth. I don't know where that invisible stuff went, but drinking it felt really weird, like my throat was being held open so I had no need to to swallow.