Life has changed significantly since I set a goal for myself. Although again I’m faced with, “was it me or was it my time?” Can we ever be sure if we are in control or if it’s an illusion of control?I... View More
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Loosh is another term to look into. Basically the idea that our emotional energy feeds some ethereal beings. Negative emotions feed negative entities and postive emotions feed positive entities. The more you feed the negative ones around you, the stronger they get and the more they can telepathicall... View More
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February 6, 2025
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Sometimes ya gotta separate to elevate. You ascending, homie.
Ascending to your rightful place in life.
Not everyone can go, but you’ll find others who are like you.
My life is at this point now, I’ve spent the better part of the last 2.5 years alone and been samurai-ing this shit like wuuuuuuut. ... View More
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February 6, 2025
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@alx8721 yo, I appreciate the reply bro, very much.
Not to take away the cool vibe of this motivational post, but I gotta ask some things I don’t understand. Like what do you mean not everyone can go? Cause doesn’t everyone have their own destiny? I like the part about finding others like me though... View More
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February 6, 2025
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cornetto not everyone has the same path, therefore not all of us travel the same routes together.
Violence has always been a thing in my life. Since childhood to young adulthood, where Uncle Sam payed me to kill people.
As I became older (30s) I knew I had a problem. Turned to the fungus (‘15) - w... View More
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February 7, 2025
I’m aware that this will probably sound ungrateful, and I’m aware that there are many problems in the world bigger than mine, but I just want some advice regarding my situation. I have been presented ... View More
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@cornetto I will repeat my first comment : follow your feelings 
This busy period is because I'm organising my life to move to the Amazon forest for a sabbatical year having nothing to care about when I'm there, but I have some time every now and then. I just can't assume a compromise to look for th... View More
This busy period is because I'm organising my life to move to the Amazon forest for a sabbatical year having nothing to care about when I'm there, but I have some time every now and then. I just can't assume a compromise to look for th... View More
I'm going to live in a community between the Brazilian States of Acre and Amazonas, in the middle of the Amazon forest.
It's a village that is a sort of Mecca for the Santo Daime doctrine practioners.
The Santo Daime doctrine is a doctrine that was delivered by Our Lady of Conception and use the ay... View More
Controlling your own reality vs going with the flowI’m not sure which of these mentalities to adopt. The manifestation route or the going with the flow route. So on one hand, we can get everything we ... View More
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I love this. Every time I open this app I see something deep and relatable that I too have been pondering. My friend amd I have talked about a free will vs destiny delima. if u have a destiny then how can u have free will? U cannot choose to avoid destiny. So I feel u on this dilema. I'd love to tal... View More
My best friend and I joined a society a while back. He started as a free Mason but found another group that's more into the metaphysical and alchemy. We thought we were all our own self fulfilling prophecy but now we're struggling with feeling like we were put here to do something and that in turn m... View More
Was his group rosicrucianism by any chance? What you’re saying sounds similar to what I ponder, in that I constantly hear about oneness, and I feel the unity, but I am confused about individual purpose. Like do we all have a collective purpose as a race, or individual purpose? Or does fulfilling the... View More
Do you know what you want?I’m stuck between seeking something (the object of which is yet to be determined), and letting things happen.It probably sounds ungrateful but it seems like every time the un... View More
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@zachariahthebold funnily enough I have been thinking of telling my parents, in some more detail, how much I love them and appreciate what they have done for me. I was thinking of the only thing I would like to hear from my own children in my life, and it’s that, so I thought I’d tell my own parents... View More
These are all of the many parts that make up who you are. I don't mean let go as much as I mean do no resist. Still remain wise and compassionate in action but to allow yourself to join the flow of it all. Definitely do what makes you happy. I relate strongly to changing perspective by hearing othe... View More
cornetto it was asked to me in a Santo Daime ceremony by the spirit of the medicine I work with. The first time I got the word of "surrender" was during a shamanic ritual where the medicine hammered my mind with the saying "não existe entrega se não for completa" That "only a complete surrender is a... View More
As much as I love psychedelics, I still feel like nothing matters. I’ve become a sort of optimistic nihilist, where I enjoy living, but don’t see a real point. Lately I’ve been searching for more purp... View More
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I quite like the radio analogy. There is a consciousness 'signal' that the body tunes into. The DNA of the body (receiver / radio), along with the life experiences (filters) distorts the signal, which causes the individuation (ego).
We are all having our own unique experiences, which are filtered u... View More
I agree @UncleBuck. Everything, every idea, every though already exists in the consciousness fabric. We create nothing, we channel things.
The Ego is a tool to work in this experience. When people say death of the Ego I don't agree because I think nothing can actually die in the consciousness, but c... View More
I think ego can die and be reborn. I dont believe it can cease to exist for very long. I dont see why it cant be torn down and rebuilt though..or another analogy of the skii mountain getting a fresh cover of snow. The mountain is still there, still alive, but the well trodden paths have been covered... View More
Luke_Skywalker I always describe it as a phoenix too. That's why I prefer to use the word dissolution than death. Every time we experience this dissolution I perceive it rising more tamed, more educated and controllable. We become more aware of the role it plays. I think the process is to make the e... View More
I think I’m becoming too nihilistic. I enjoy life, being alive etc, but I can’t see a point in any of it. I feel like the fact that death is inevitable makes it all pointless. I hear people saying you... View More
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It is only a paradox on paper. Momentum is definitely hard to build, I would never deny that. But once the wheels start turning it isn't long before your momentum perpetuates itself. Your purpose may never be clear to you, but I promise there is no such thing as coincidence and you were born for one... View More
I was recently told about absurdism and while i don’t try to claim i know the in’s and out’s of it at all. I like to think there is no point in any of this. It just is. Its a beautiful dream that is mine and am only one instances in many of different ways the universe experiences “consciousness” If ... View More
You are where I was at the begging of the year. These are some of the burning questions of awakening. I am not sure if the go away or rather we become at peace with them. We can't all be doing the big work for the whole world like you may be thinking but we all can play our part in it. It's not alwa... View More
Is it at all possible to make any progress towards enlightenment in a modern society?
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Yes. Enlightenment is just continuously remembering what we already know. So many of us just don't get guidance at a young age to keep us connected to our higher self. It helps a lot to have a daily practice that allows you to quiet the noise of modern society. Tune into that quiet space regularly w... View More
Absatively Posolutely! Meditation, Magick, proper use of entheogens, they can all help you on the path.
Don't be scared. Unlock yourself. Go into it with no anxiety or fear. It's beautiful. Keep going
I know this is a very psychedelic centred forum, but has any one been told to “hang up the phone”? If so, what did you replace psychedelics with, if anything? And how is your life now?
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Lately I seem to be forced into society. Before I was living, not working a full time job, but meditating, reading, exercising, eating healthy, basically, the way I see it, cultivating and maintaining... View More
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@dinman369 yeah it doesn’t really make sense. And I’ve always heard about how the world is a living thing and humans are the virus destroying it. It would thrive without us they say. But then surely there is a reason we are here? I agree with evolving spiritually, that seems to be the only goal, so ... View More
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July 14, 2024
Thank you long_distance_runner , I appreciate the advice man, genuinely helpful. Who is hst? I feel like I should know xD the quotes are interesting tho. What’s the answer for the first one? I feel like perspectives could really differ for certain people on that.
I think part of it is parents desir... View More
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July 14, 2024
Shit yeah, HST what a guy
I do make music actually, and although I’d say there’s nothing I enjoy more as a productive and expressive activity, it still doesn’t seem to fulfil me. It’s been troubling, people keep saying you’re gonna find it, you’re gonna find your purpose. Well if it isn’t music wha... View More
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July 16, 2024
I don't particularly think we have a purpose. I don't think anyone is special.
Searching for meaning or reason is a personal choice. You don't need it to exist if that's all you're wanting to do is exist.
The bottom line is, we all got around 80ish years to live on this planet before our bodies tur... View More
What do you guys think about being with family?I feel like if you have a good relationship with family, there’s no reason to be apart. It seems like today there is so much emphasis on moving out and b... View More
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It's a delicate balance. The older you get the more you need those that knew you when u were younger. City life is stressful and robs you of your youth. But it wasn't until my mother passed away until I truly knew how much I loved her. Perhaps a middle ground of frequent visits could be a common and... View More
I think being in family is a must to do until u understand that what kind of “animal type” is your family, than after u understand the type than they have to teach you hope and let xou be you!
For example birds kicks children out when their children know what type of animal they are (they awake that... View More
What is really beautiful about it is your awareness to see there love and question if you are leaving something behind. This is a common occurrence on the spiritual journey. As we grow or get further along the path we will shed those around us who no longer serve us. It doesn't mean they are not you... View More
I think I’ll try and respond to all in one combined answer. the funny thing is my parents are still relatively young,so I sometimes wonder if my effort to make the most of the time we have left is perhaps a bit too urgent. I just feel like if I have the opportunity to do so, then why not. Of course ... View More