by on October 3, 2022
EXPERIENCE   Years: 20 (7 years ago) ...
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by on December 6, 2020
I am a recovering alcoholic who will be 3 years sober in January. As a teenager I experienced much trauma that made me reach for alcohol at a young age to block it out whilst it was happening, and to forget when it wasn't. I didn't tell anybody, and knew the drink was a problem from early on. I looked into ways to stop, or at least cut down, and I saw ayahuasca almost straight away as an alternative "therapy" but the strongest thing I had tried was weed at this point, and some of the more trauma...
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by on August 18, 2019
On 7/29, I dropped for my second solo trip. I'm relatively inexperienced but, since this trip, I have been reading everything I can on the topic of psychedelics, from Polland’s book that is helping to bring psychedelics mainstream to Faidman’s classic The Psychedelic Explorer’s Guide.   Anyway, what I really want to share is my re-experience of a childhood trauma. Keep in mind this was no mere recollection, this was a true, visceral experience. First of all, I was blindfolded in my bed lis...
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