Topic: hell

So it was a few days ago. my girlfriend and i woke up at 3 am and had a really bad morning fighting. We were up the rest of the night and didmt go back to sleep. We had done a small amount of dmt together about a month ago. It seemed to fix a lot of problems for a bit, but it was still a lot of ups and downs as we both were trying to work on ourselves, and past pain mixed with new unpleasant experiences were making it hard for us to work together and trust eachother. I was struggling a lot wit...

So, in some of my DMT trips and other drug experiences I got the impression that I was the devil and I was in hell, and I was trapped for eternity in my own universe, a prison made to keep me out of heaven because I was prideful and I loved myself instead of God. In the lucid moments it seemed that literally everyone else was already in heaven, looking down on me, wishing and hoping and praying that I would eventually see the light and return home to heaven and serve God. In these visions I saw ...

This Trip Report is relatively long and comes in 2 Parts: The Setup and The Trip Experience. I have written it in this way as a way for our Psychonaut Tribe to draw Knowledge from the Setup, and Inspiration from The Experience. If you don’t want to read The Setup, feel free to skip to The Experience. Part 1: The Setup In April 2018, when the Full Moon was in Scorpio, a friend and I planned to trip together on shrooms to do a ritual to Explore Infinity together with a combination of Inspiration...