Topic: gratitude

I eyeballed some n,n-DMT and put it in my vaporizer and took as much as I felt comfortable with and held in the inhalation for 12 seconds. Upon exhale my whole reality shifted into an alien version of the world; one filled with kaleidoscopic visuals overlaying all of creation. I closed my eyes to take in the visuals; at first I saw a rapidly moving, flower pattern mandala that was colored yellow-gold, blue, purple, and green... I think. The mandala began to come un-done and a churning blackness ...