Topic: devil

So, in some of my DMT trips and other drug experiences I got the impression that I was the devil and I was in hell, and I was trapped for eternity in my own universe, a prison made to keep me out of heaven because I was prideful and I loved myself instead of God. In the lucid moments it seemed that literally everyone else was already in heaven, looking down on me, wishing and hoping and praying that I would eventually see the light and return home to heaven and serve God. In these visions I saw ...