by on June 3, 2023
The plan HAD been to eat 2 grams of shrooms then do some DMT today but that did not work out.  Set wasn’t right. A customer called with an emergency.   I wasn’t feeling it, chickened out, whatever.  My next opportunity opens up in about a week. 20 mgs DMT, 8 minutes in trance. Gorgeous rainbow with dark background start.  The body load was a factor - I could really feel my heart racing.  Reminded myself it is a short lived effect and worked on letting go. ...
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by on May 18, 2023
After doing some research on the active compounds in shilajit it lead me to wonder how it could affect a dmt trip since it can possibly affect melatonin, gaba, and serotonin, etc. I mixed a glob of shilajit in hot water. (Took some the previous night before bed too) About 20 mins after finishing the drink i meditated and got my heart rate down. Then I took 2 large puffs off of a dmt cart. That’s it. Idk how but that was the most amazing experience I’ve had yet. On just 2 large puffs. When I c...
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by on May 12, 2023
DMT + Amanita Muscaria = Very Odd Experience So on a completely empty stomach I ate some Amanita Muscaria Gummies then about 45min- and hour later I dosed myself with a vape pen. Few puff of DMT later and it was quite different then what I’m used to DMT being like. I blasted off with much less anxiety than normally and it’s a more positive experience then as I’m coming back down I noticed the DMT was lingering like I was walking around after and keeping this odd DMT state in the waking world....
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by on May 11, 2023
So after 1-2 puffs of vaped dmt I had a crazy sense of a high pitch frequency ringing in my ears or head. Everything around me started to change. It was really strange. But I realized I wasn’t about to leave my body so I started to play guitar I wanted to write a song and so it came to me I had chords and lyrics almost immediately. I start strumming and singing right away. I then proceeded to take another rip off the pen while I had the guitar in my hands and I continued to play guitar. I was pl...
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by on May 4, 2023
So I’ve had a little bit of anxiety about going into the realm again. But that calling is so strong and I chickened out the last time. So this time it was calling me even more. I had a elevated heart rate. I wanted to lower it and relax before I blast off. So after I prayed I started off focused on using this to benefit me spiritually, mentally, and in my life. I began by meditating and deep breathing. Then began using a simple “Om” or “Aum” mantra. After probably 20-25 minutes of this I start...
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by on May 3, 2023
So it was a few days ago. my girlfriend and i woke up at 3 am and had a really bad morning fighting. We were up the rest of the night and didmt go back to sleep. We had done a small amount of dmt together about a month ago. It seemed to fix a lot of problems for a bit, but it was still a lot of ups and downs as we both were trying to work on ourselves, and past pain mixed with new unpleasant experiences were making it hard for us to work together and trust eachother. I was struggling a lot wit...
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by on April 23, 2023
After experimenting with mushrooms, lsd, and some dmt I have had various experiences with some form of projecting myself out of my body. It’s like I can see through the false reality and see what’s behind the curtains. Cosmic noise and energy waves. I’ll try to explain the best I can. I wish I could do better but word fail me. I’m recently keep having these experiences more often Projecting myself outside of my own body. I can see the void all around me. Through my minds eye I can see others ...
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by on March 28, 2023
DMT is a fascinating and strange medicine.  I am often the first one to say it gives us what we need rather than what we think we want.  And yet, I have been trying to intentionally do some work on myself.  I have been asking microdoses of mushrooms to help but I have also been pretty much asking DMT if there was any help it could offer.  My two big experiences since I have come back to DMT use have both involved my feeling like my mind was split/flayed/shattered, but not in a traumatic way.  Mo...
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by on March 17, 2023
Yesterday I finally used some of the mhrb spice I extracted last summer. I tried some then, and have a rather difficult experience that kind of scared me off, and I had been waiting to feel "called" by the realm to return. It finally seemed right. I'm glad I finally got over my fear and went for it. Yesterday was so interesting. I didn't have a normal experience like what has happened with DMT to me in the past. I tried using Syrian rue seeds and nicotine as MAOI this time to potentiate the s...
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by on March 13, 2023
I think yesterday or in the morning I thought about how it would be when I smoke dmt and have a show from interdimensional beings. Around 30 minutes ago I build a dmt jojnt and started smoking it (I don’t know, how much dmt I took) after half of the joint I was completely trippin and just had a beautiful and amazing show from interdimensional beings, which I’m very thankful for. I experienced lots of times, that I imagine something to have in a trip and it comes exactly as I imagined. But it’...
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by on February 23, 2023
I tried to have a breakthrough which I have not been successful in doing from the start,  although day one I think I came pretty close. I myhself as soon as i exhaled, that I appeared to be standing in front of God. Hed looked like the Abraham Lincoln Memorial. He was gigantic. The only thing i could ssay to him was, "Im sorry for intruding, i didnt mean for this to happen" and "I don't know how I actually got here" and i started to look around for a door. All of a sudden the ground dissasppeare...
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by on February 19, 2023
I'm not getting any visuals anymore sometimes a lilbit but nothing like it used too
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