I see a lot of people are struggling with their life and I don’t want to be the one who is looking for attention, but….Last two years of my life gave been challenging, i have lost everything that matt... View MoreI see a lot of people are struggling with their life and I don’t want to be the one who is looking for attention, but….Last two years of my life gave been challenging, i have lost everything that matter.I was supposed to become dad - we gave birth to still girlI had most beautiful love story - now i lost her to cancerI was financially independent - spent it all on treatmentsLife has been testing me and it doesn’t stop…I was into deep hole, once i was ready to start looking after myself - injury and can’t walk, swim or any kind of training for 3weeks….I come back from injury, starting to get my mind right, my body in shape, opportunities arise, on day before i go away to amazing destination for work- boom broken elbow. There is this feeling that life is teasing me with life changing opportunities, and than with a one wipe takes it all away…..Yesterday while taking a shower i thought - ok life is keep breaking me, so why would it do that to me? Why does it want me to be broken, sad, unhappy? Maybe it wants me to leave? Is that a suicidal thought? Can it be truth? Is it possible that things are happening to me to keep me in this low frequency and eventually I won’t be that strong and able to deal with it…what than? I thought i am not suicidal but this thought hit me hard, is that my purpose to keep suffering until I can’t take it anymore and i choose to go? I spoke to some friends and they feel awkward as they don’t know how to react! I am not suicidal i just want to talk about it and see if someone can relate and find the way how to deal with it, but seems like people want to turn away from these conversations, they are scared to talk about death…
I would like to make gummies with psilocybin extract, is there anyone who’ve done anything like this before? If so would you help me understand what would be the extraction process of psilocybin? Than... View MoreI would like to make gummies with psilocybin extract, is there anyone who’ve done anything like this before? If so would you help me understand what would be the extraction process of psilocybin? Thank you for your time ????
Hi there!Haven’t been quite active lately….Life sometimes hits you hard….Anyhow i am back on the track and want to get growing again and make some nice chocolate. So i wanted to ask an advice. If ther... View MoreHi there!Haven’t been quite active lately….Life sometimes hits you hard….Anyhow i am back on the track and want to get growing again and make some nice chocolate. So i wanted to ask an advice. If there is someone who is good with chocolate could you help?All the videos i see people are just melting the chocolate, mixing it with a material and cooling in the fridge. That chocolate won’t be tempered right? So once it is in room temperature it wont be stable and most likely will melt or just wont look good. Am i correct?
Hello beautiful and very competent people! What the hell is psilomethoxin? I am just reading some article about it, and i can’t get my head around it!Anyone here who could help and maybe have experien... View MoreHello beautiful and very competent people! What the hell is psilomethoxin? I am just reading some article about it, and i can’t get my head around it!Anyone here who could help and maybe have experience with creating it or using it? Thank you mush love! Keep smiling and doing things we want!
Hi friends!Has anyone here dealt with breast cancer? I am after any solid information on how to beat breast cancer naturally( without chemo, radio, surgery), would like to talk to people who has survi... View MoreHi friends!Has anyone here dealt with breast cancer? I am after any solid information on how to beat breast cancer naturally( without chemo, radio, surgery), would like to talk to people who has survived through this experience. Life keeps dropping bombs on me
Hello very cool people! Could someone help me understand a few things about mushrooms. I have been going through groups here and on shroomery, but can’t find clear answers. Raw/fresh mushroom vs dried... View MoreHello very cool people! Could someone help me understand a few things about mushrooms. I have been going through groups here and on shroomery, but can’t find clear answers. Raw/fresh mushroom vs dried mushroom potency(your personal experience or opinion) Is it that much different?For me mushroom high is very similar, it doesn’t matter if it is wild, fresh, dried, tea or juice…. I read some people say that fresh mushrooms has more psilocin, and that makes difference. If so is there fairly simple way to capture or extract psilocin? My friend is getting some fresh mushrooms and i would like to try preserving as much psilocin as possible… is it possible?
Just a quick question, i mixed 25g gt with 20g hillbilly, added 5g of leftover cordyceps. I took 2g and 2h later nothing. Could it be that mushrooms interact and it looses potency? Everytime before 1,... View MoreJust a quick question, i mixed 25g gt with 20g hillbilly, added 5g of leftover cordyceps. I took 2g and 2h later nothing. Could it be that mushrooms interact and it looses potency? Everytime before 1,5g was enough to get some feeling… not sure maybe it is tolerance thing?
Hi everyone! Is there anyone here who have spent time with shamans, brujos, sorcerers or tribal healers? I am starting to have a feeling that only growing mushrooms with good intentions and sharing wi... View MoreHi everyone! Is there anyone here who have spent time with shamans, brujos, sorcerers or tribal healers? I am starting to have a feeling that only growing mushrooms with good intentions and sharing with people in need is not enough…. I think there must be deeper ritual and the way how to appreciate and gratify these beings for the good they are bringing to my circle of people… i really would like to share some experiences, talk about some rituals and relationships between nature and mind. Rituals for me are vert sacred and knowing what to use, when to use, how to use, why use? There are a lot of modern and “scientific” understandings of these tools but i am after something more mystical and raw and unexplainable…
page=1&profile_user_id=9910&year=&month=
View More
