Syrian Rue + a lot of dmt = quite interesting saturday evening.Omg music tastes so good noooow. I feal notes as waves carrying me gentle thru space. Also meeega munchies. Been stuck on take away order... View MoreSyrian Rue + a lot of dmt = quite interesting saturday evening.Omg music tastes so good noooow. I feal notes as waves carrying me gentle thru space. Also meeega munchies. Been stuck on take away order site for last 20 minutes.Much love! 
I was thinking of cheering myself up lately and treat myself to something good, so I spent some time thinking what would give me some pleassure and came up with idea that I should get back to playing ... View MoreI was thinking of cheering myself up lately and treat myself to something good, so I spent some time thinking what would give me some pleassure and came up with idea that I should get back to playing guitar. So here it is, just got it from the shop, my budget trippy guitar.
https://youtu.be/i-SGvtdMltsSo current situation on Poland-Belarus border. Camps of imigrants hold hostage by belarus forces grown to thousands of people. They being held at borders by belarus militar... View Morehttps://youtu.be/i-SGvtdMltsSo current situation on Poland-Belarus border. Camps of imigrants hold hostage by belarus forces grown to thousands of people. They being held at borders by belarus military so they cannot go back cannot go along border they try to push them thru border by force.Then you got provocations from belarus soldier using blank ammunition, training grenades etc to provoke respond from polish side.Now what they doing is belarus forces are sneaking at night to polish border and damage the fence by military equipment, also they use heavy strobo lights and green lasers to blind any polish boarder forces and their cameras.Now, let me just say that border have like 15meters of buffor ground between poland and belarus, so the fence is standing way inside polish territory and belarusian forces are damaging it by purpose therefore in my opinion they crossing the line and break international law.So that problem is rising fast and I dont see any interest from EU of supporting the borders -_- I only hope it wont escalate into open military crisys because then I am getting draft into army and send to front lines @_@
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hmmm by meditation I managed to extend my trip on dmt by quite a lot. Like 20-30 minutes of intense trip but no breakthrough (but only took a little bit of dmt) and got a fealing that it only ended be... View Morehmmm by meditation I managed to extend my trip on dmt by quite a lot. Like 20-30 minutes of intense trip but no breakthrough (but only took a little bit of dmt) and got a fealing that it only ended because I wanted to come down. Thats something new for me, I dont even meditate that much.
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Does anybody have any experience with combining syrian rue and DMT? Was thinking about trying this mix for quite some time and with upcoming two weeks free of work I might give it a shot.Most interest... View MoreDoes anybody have any experience with combining syrian rue and DMT? Was thinking about trying this mix for quite some time and with upcoming two weeks free of work I might give it a shot.Most interested in your experiences, if you fealt like vomiting, how long it lasted etc 
https://youtu.be/0qpO47Iskac?t=105How it feals to take DMT? Well something like this xD Also I am bit nerd.
Long story short. Had this recurring theme in my trips for past few months.It started with some entieties telling me theres something bad going on in my inner machinery, just behind my field of percep... View MoreLong story short. Had this recurring theme in my trips for past few months.It started with some entieties telling me theres something bad going on in my inner machinery, just behind my field of perception.In different trip some week later some spirit got interested in me asking why do I have this thing on back of my head.Few weeks forward, some spirits got scared of me giving me those crazy eyes running from me, though that was odd.Another trip, I am not welcome in dmt realm. I see faces making mean expressions towards me, showing me tounge etc.I am being told in the trip that something is lurking in the darkness, something dont want to make it presence seen, something of evil origin. A parasite.Some more tripping while not being welcome or scaring off smaller spirits.Got really high, blasted hard into hiper. All of sudden 3 huge bodybuilder spirits jump me from every direction I manage to slip away. They seemed to trie to grab something from back of my head.Another trip in different country, different enviroment. I see a clown with huge teeth jumping on sofa in front of me, my fingers are snakes and worms, oh well. After that trip I go with second one seconds later. I am being cornered by three bodybuilder spirits they aproach me slowly and with caution like Im some kind of threat. That trip left me with huge amount of sadness and missery going through me making me cry.During all this time my trips changed, they are not so profound anymore, more like being thrown in random places, no guides, no angels, no good vibes, just totally random.Then trip from saturday evening, I fly thru space seeing those machine elfs, they act weird when they see me they seem to be panicly scared giving me signals theres something terrifying about me, got this sensation that there is two of us as one. There is something that sees, feals and hears everything same as me. So far that it can even read my thoughs and influence them. It masks as me so it wont be detected.Yesterdays trip, indian flute and sounds of nature on headphones. I am still not welcomed, small elfes smashing doors and windows in front of my face, pulling curtains so I cannot look inside their houses, like a smurf village going lock down. They show me toungs ask me to leave, oh well I dont take it personally. My attention is being taken away by some blueish colors and weird wibrations, I follow them. Then a sense of somebody aproaching from behind and then a though in my mind "Yes finally thank you so much!" The thing on back of my head got caugh offguard I can feal something getting removed from "roots of my spirit" like I am getting so much more room inside myself. This being speaks to me in weird sounds, like sounds of air bubbles underwater, also that fealling that this thing is an octopus of some kind. I am undergoing a procedure now and all I can think of is "thank you, thank you so much, thank you!" the thing got removed and I look back and I see black and red mass resembling fusion of a hornets and hornets nests and they go in this slow low tone vibrations like buzzzzz buzzz buzzz and I am like wtf was this thing atached to me?! no wonder everybody was scared of me if I walked around with hornet nest in back of my head! My visuals got little bit more intensive since removal of parasite, still coming down I was looking at my black wall in room and I seen this beautiful creature that was made of blu and silver light and it manifested on my wall. Also sense of peace and possitive energy started growing in me again.So thats the story how I got myself and spirit parasite. I think I may know at which point I got it, like I remmember this one trip where I encountered group of child like spirits and me being me I said no child should ever feal lonely and I welcomed all of them to myself and maybe thats when I brought something back. Or maybe it was brought from my work as there are some really bad and misserable individuals up there and from what I read those can jump from person to person especially if you energy is yummy!Anybody else had experiences with energy parasites? Any ways of protecting yourself? like I tried white shalvia, meditation, chanting none of those things worked on it. Only yesterday this octopus doctor being managed to get it right. Like seeing hoiw hard is to get rid of one and how it can influence your energy, live and tripping I dont want any more of this
I though I am going somewhere with my live, bought a house, proposed to my gf year ago. Now it seems we will be splitting and selling house that we moved in and renovated just 5 months ago. 10 year re... View MoreI though I am going somewhere with my live, bought a house, proposed to my gf year ago. Now it seems we will be splitting and selling house that we moved in and renovated just 5 months ago. 10 year relationship goes down in flames like it didnt even matter.I hate to just get back to having nothing, I hate to be alone again, but at same time I will not allow anybody to dictate what person should I be, what feallings should I have and what should I do or do not. Most of all I am scared of being all alone.33yo grown man and being fragile like a boy, getting scared of being lonely, being scared of failing at live. Changes are hard, letting go is even harder.I only hope there is someone waiting for me at the end of this road that would apreciate me for a person that I am. Not expecting things from me. Not judging and punishing me for my mistakes.So many thoughts in my head right now.
Raining, cold and windy. I would love just to smoke some weed with somebody, cuddle on the coach under blanket with hot cocoa and chocolate bars and watch adventure time for most of the day.
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