Was sent this video and have been watching this evening... At 38 mins, listen for around 30 seconds then listen to 46 and 2. Never knew the correlation... Mind blown.https://youtu.be/M23MXv8u2QUhttps:... View MoreWas sent this video and have been watching this evening... At 38 mins, listen for around 30 seconds then listen to 46 and 2. Never knew the correlation... Mind blown.https://youtu.be/M23MXv8u2QUhttps://youtu.be/wLVFcfOQz4o
Hi All. I'm new and wasn't really sure where to put this epic post. I thought here might be an ok place to start.So I joined this community today. In a short period of time my eyes have been opened to... View MoreHi All. I'm new and wasn't really sure where to put this epic post. I thought here might be an ok place to start.So I joined this community today. In a short period of time my eyes have been opened to the fact that there may be a doorway I can pass through to find some of the answers I have always somehow suspected may not just be part of my dreams and imagination.I have been on a journey that would take weeks to write. This is the nutshell version: Lovely middle income farm life upbringing to drug addict by 13, arrested for trafficking heroin at 17, poverty, homelessness, to traumas that haunted me for years, to years of amphetamine abuse, toxic and abusive relationships, to rehab, defeating that demon, to study and hard work to achieve career success in the legal industry of all things, to a healthy relationship, to owning my own home, to becoming a mother, to doubting I am worthy of such happiness and success, because you know, that drug demon thing back there, to post natal anxiety with baby number two...which actually triggered the events that bring me here today...Seeking help for the post natal brought me to a psych who introduced me to my healer who showed me the space within myself where I realised that maybe I could begin to find the answers and peace I seek...So I will get to the guidance I'm looking for at this stage... I want to move towards having a DMT experience in the future, however a past experience with psychedelics (LSD) was not great. Understatement. It was absolutely terrifying. The thought of the experience brings on immediate anxiety. While that was 20 years ago, I have never wanted to go anywhere near psychedelics again.I understand now that the reason I was doing it (for a laugh), the set and setting and probably the dosage (too much) resulted in the experience I had. I literally thought I was going to die. I cannot emphasise how sure I was of this. It was psychological and physiological agony all at the same time...for hours. I thought it would never end. My brain literally felt like it was on fire and going to explode.I am concerned that if I don't deal with the fear that experience created and maybe do some work before going into my first DMT experience, that my fear will affect the experience.I know I am close to lifting the veil and feel like DMT has all of a sudden made itself known to me so that I can finally see the full picture and get on with my true purpose, with the skills I need to navigate this human experience.For those who have a lot of experience in this area, what steps would you take to prepare and try to minimise the possibility of that fear and anxiety hindering what I'm trying to achieve?
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