nathan

I think i mightve tapped into the akashic records last night. I was in bed around 3am and i couldnt sleep so i meditated and i got stuck on the thought that our thoughts arent our own. waves of ideas flood my thoughts I was thinking holy shit these are genius. I also thought that we are just receiving thoughts from another dimension and we are just experiencing them. I’m sad I can’t remember these ideas now as there was just so many and overwhelming. I guess they’re gone with the rest of thoughts. So im in this half sleep half meditative state and all of a sudden I get images of grey aliens surrounding me just looking at me. I got the feeling they were trying to induce fear but i wasnt afraid and as i thought that, flashes of colors, shapes, tunnels and then im in a big hall with rows book shelves but each book seemed like they were light energy of some sort idk and whenever i focused on one of these light energy things, i got flashes of peoples lives. I remember symbols that ive never seem before. it seemed like they were on scrolls; they reminded me of cuneform. all of a sudden im thinking holy shit i think these are the akashic records. After i thought that, i was slowly fading away from the place backtracking through the shapes and colors and tunnels. After that i guess i fell asleep cuz i dont remember anything else after

For the first hour I felt nauseous and I felt that I needed to go #2. Then came this unsettling anxiety like my soul wanted to explode out my body and this meat suit can barely contain it. For visuals there wasn’t much but things just warping and breathing but when I closed my eyes there was a tunnel of some sorts warping in shapes with a grid like pattern, I saw colors such as dark purple, green and some red and maybe eyes watching me from the corners I’m not sure but at the end of the tunnel I passed through and there was this huge person it looked like it was in a huge space with also grid like patterns everywhere. He was featureless. No face or any details just a really big person and I felt that I was in its hands and it was kinda examining me, coming in close and zooming out. After that, I got up to walk around and I felt like my head was on stabilizers like a camera would be and everything looked super hd. I felt hungry but the thought of eating sounded foreign to me. Actually everything did. As if I was just watching what my body wanted to do like I was just observing it kinda like we were separate things or as if we were strangers. Then my sister called and she wanted ice cream and I had to pull my thoughts together. I had the nerve to go to Walmart out of all places. People looked soooo weird I tried not to stare but we got some funny looking people on this earth lol. I know I shouldn’t have been driving but also that felt weird to me but the music calmed me and sobered me up til I got to my sisters house. I know I didn’t take as much but this was my first and I wanted to dip my toes. Next time definitely will be an integrating experience with more mushies. Thanks for reading guys! Mush love everybody