So after I recovered from active addiction I went and got my cdca which is a drug counseling assistant certification. I want to help people. I want to go a different route though. I would like to take... View MoreSo after I recovered from active addiction I went and got my cdca which is a drug counseling assistant certification. I want to help people. I want to go a different route though. I would like to take up shamanism and learn how to utilize plant medication including halucinogens to deal with trauma and addiction along side actual group counseling sessions. I think it would be a very successful program. I've even considered doing it underground because I don't have funding to apply for legit license. Idk just been in the back of my mind for a while now.
Alright yall tomorrow is it. My supplies will be delivered and I will be making my first attempt at extraction. Using a stb tek with lye, naptha, mhrbp, some air tight jars and a air tight glass baki... View MoreAlright yall tomorrow is it. My supplies will be delivered and I will be making my first attempt at extraction. Using a stb tek with lye, naptha, mhrbp, some air tight jars and a air tight glass baking dish for the freezer process. After I remove naptha I let it freeze then sit in fridge then room temp right? Plz lmk if I'm missing anything or if u have any advice or tips. I really don't wanna mess this up. Thanks fam. Much love and peace profound.
Ya know I've heard that dmt finds you when your ready and I could belive that. However I was tired of waiting and decided I'm gonna make this happen right? I got burnt the first attempt then it dawned... View MoreYa know I've heard that dmt finds you when your ready and I could belive that. However I was tired of waiting and decided I'm gonna make this happen right? I got burnt the first attempt then it dawned on me to look into how to make the stuff. Now why didn't I ever think of that before? Recipes have been available and it's super simple. I could have done made hu dress of batches and been a pro at this point. Then it dawned on me. That's not what it wanted. I wasn't ready yet.
Smells like teen spirit in here
I know life is kicking my ass mentally rn because I'm usually the most patient person ever. Not today. As I've never experienced dmt and I feel like I need a mental break so bad. Hallucinoge s are not... View MoreI know life is kicking my ass mentally rn because I'm usually the most patient person ever. Not today. As I've never experienced dmt and I feel like I need a mental break so bad. Hallucinoge s are not readily available where I live so I'm resorting to making my own and I'm excited. I've had the root powder for almost a week now and I have to wait 6 more days for the rest of materials to show up and it's KILLING me lol. That seems like forever. I need this break. I hope it all goes well and I'm able to yield some and breakthrough. It's at the top of my list of wants/needs rn. All work and no play makes me a dull boy and I haven't played in years now
So the wife got in a accident today. She's ok but our families only vehicle is done. My truck broke down months ago. I'm thankful she's ok. I am getting tired of the 2 steps forward 3 steps back dance... View MoreSo the wife got in a accident today. She's ok but our families only vehicle is done. My truck broke down months ago. I'm thankful she's ok. I am getting tired of the 2 steps forward 3 steps back dance in life though. It's like every time we get ahead something happens then something else happens then we're behind and stressed to the max! We're good people. We keep to ourselves. Dont lie, steal, cheat. We earn our way honestly. It never fails though. My fiance is in the middle of college on a loan and now she's provably gonna miss classes get kicked off her aid program and her dream will be down the toilet, a dream I've busted my ever loving ass off to make sure we were fine while she focused on school. I even paid for a lot of the schooling. For what? She doesn't deserve this. She's such a good person and has been dealt such a shitty hand.
Well mimosa is in and getting the rest Friday. I found a video on YouTube with a similar tek to what I was originally gonna use and it's a step by step video. I'm gonna go with that I believe. I'm get... View MoreWell mimosa is in and getting the rest Friday. I found a video on YouTube with a similar tek to what I was originally gonna use and it's a step by step video. I'm gonna go with that I believe. I'm getting excited. My biggest problem will be finding someone to be there with me.
Well I put my first mhrb order in. This isn't just about a buzz for me. I've been on an intense spiritual journey for some time now. It's had it's highs and lows and it's been easy and beautiful to pa... View MoreWell I put my first mhrb order in. This isn't just about a buzz for me. I've been on an intense spiritual journey for some time now. It's had it's highs and lows and it's been easy and beautiful to painful, lonely and dark but I appreciate it either way. I didn't ask for it. The deems is a spiritual situation for me. I am a cosmonaut so the thought of it is exciting so it requires patience. It's my first time using it and I'm making it myself so it requires some knowledge and research. I will prefer this way over going to a person and buying it or taking risks ordering it online. Less like a drug deal and more like a ritual. I will be meditating the days leading up to it. I'll be fasting the day before and setting my intentions in hopes that wherever it takes me I get what I need from there. I am a member of a mystic brotherhood so I have a personal sanctum set up for studies already, that is where I'll be taking the deems. This is my plan. Wish me luck lol
Well I'll be picking a source and ordering my mimosa in the morning guys. Thanks for all the recommendations. It makes me feel a little more at ease k owing someone else has had success with a place. ... View MoreWell I'll be picking a source and ordering my mimosa in the morning guys. Thanks for all the recommendations. It makes me feel a little more at ease k owing someone else has had success with a place. There's sooooo many scammers out there it's ridiculous
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