Ya know I've heard that dmt finds you when your ready and I could belive that. However I was tired of waiting and decided I'm gonna make this happen right? I got burnt the first attempt then it dawned... View MoreYa know I've heard that dmt finds you when your ready and I could belive that. However I was tired of waiting and decided I'm gonna make this happen right? I got burnt the first attempt then it dawned on me to look into how to make the stuff. Now why didn't I ever think of that before? Recipes have been available and it's super simple. I could have done made hu dress of batches and been a pro at this point. Then it dawned on me. That's not what it wanted. I wasn't ready yet.
Ty so much boominshroomer and yes I do listen to u absolutely lol. I very much appreciate the feedback. That's why I'm here. I will definitely be trying this and I will give a full trip report afterwards if successful
@dinman369 My first experience with DMT was in 2013, but before I took a big hit, we dropped the pipe and it shattered.
We tried to salvage a hit from it. It was a small hit but
I remember feeling something waiting for me and watching me. Like a panther hiding in the jungle undergrowth. Watching me.... View More@dinman369 My first experience with DMT was in 2013, but before I took a big hit, we dropped the pipe and it shattered.
We tried to salvage a hit from it. It was a small hit but
I remember feeling something waiting for me and watching me. Like a panther hiding in the jungle undergrowth. Watching me. Always has been watching me... Waiting...
I got freaked out and didn't think on it for a decade until I ran across an article on Reddit and just googled it and found recipes. Who would of thought that would be all you had to do to find information!
Took me over a decade to readdress DMT.
I remembering asking myself, was this the right thing to get into? Or was it dangerous.Was there a creature waiting in the darkness, waiting to devour me once my blinders were off and I was alone and vulnerable. Would I never make it back
Would I have a heart attack from fear and be stuck in that realm being tormented and devoured by an unknown creature for an eternity? These were all very real fears that I had been struggling with. Even though I had the recipe, was it safe for me to use or would I conjure up some evil spirits?...
The next day I found this bunny ring that I am using as my avatar. DMT sent a cute little bunny to let me know that I would be in good hands.
The day after that I found a little plastic goldfish next to my car door.
And the next day after that I found a hello Kitty punch out right next to my car door again.
I felt like these were peace offerings and to not be scared.
And I'm glad that I listened! It's been the best journey of my life to healing and forgiveness, and appreciation and gratitude! I feel that I have always existed in this realm and I am just awakening.
It definitely finds you when you are ready...