Topic: fear

Hello all. I thought that after reading about DMT for about 25 years, and dealing with ayahuasca for 4 years, I would be prepared for it. I couldn't be more wrong. I'm using a glass pipe, those with a hole on the top and a butane torch lighter. Last week I did it for the first time. I wasted some DMT trying to do it right, but I felt some effects. Not much colors. Not the same as ayahuasca. It was almost black and white. Then I smoked some more and it came quickly. Quickly and with a punch. I ...

Yesterday I finally used some of the mhrb spice I extracted last summer. I tried some then, and have a rather difficult experience that kind of scared me off, and I had been waiting to feel "called" by the realm to return. It finally seemed right. I'm glad I finally got over my fear and went for it. Yesterday was so interesting. I didn't have a normal experience like what has happened with DMT to me in the past. I tried using Syrian rue seeds and nicotine as MAOI this time to potentiate the s...

I must start by saying that I had already made up my mind about eating them that night. However, I didn’t have the place where to and neither the right mindset to fully embrace what I had coming my way.   I spent a lot of time walking around the place I was living at that time, trying to find the right hotel where to trip and spend the night. ...