Hello! I'm Stephanie, nice to meet you! I'm 36 as I'm writing this (will be 37 next month in May!) I... View MoreHello! I'm Stephanie, nice to meet you! I'm 36 as I'm writing this (will be 37 next month in May!) I'm from New Orleans, LA but have lived in California, and traveled the world for 6 months back in 2017. I'm currently back home for the next year before going back to California. I've been quite emotionally and mentally numb for well over a decade due to untreated depression and anxiety. I have no friends to talk to. I have become very withdrawn over these years. Now, you wouldnt know that when you see me, as I am very friendly, smiley, and like listening to others. I suffered a mental breakdown in April 2021. No one other than my brother is aware of this. That's when I fully realized something needs to change. I've recently started taking psychedelics (my first time back in July 2021) and despite the few times I partook (?) I can definitely sense a change happening within me, some much needed change. I feel as though I'm emerging into someone new, yet starting to feel like my old self, the one I used to enjoy. I believe as I progress through this journey of self discovery, psychedelics would play an integral part to this, and to my healing.Of course, as always, there's much more to the story. If you want to know more, feel free to reach out! I look forward to talking to you! I will share my past experiences with psychs here as well, and would really like to hear the experiences of others! Until then, take care and be well ?????????????????????????????~Stephanie
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HEY THERE EVERYBODY! How you been?? I hope you all have been good and having a great summer so far. My goodness I've been away for a while, but good to be back!!! I need yalls imput on this: I'm abou... View More
Quick update for those who took my poll: My brother and I didn't end up journeying on shrooms, as the weather down here has been a VERY HOT summer on record (we live in southern Louisiana), much hotter than usual and I didn't want him to be so uncomfortable his first time around. But thanks to all who chimed in I took those comments to heart
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Enjoy your trip .
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July 5, 2022
SHOULD I TRIP WITH MY BROTHER FOR HIS FIRST TIME, OR JUST SIT FOR HIM? ***PLEASE READ DESCRIPTION FOR MORE INFO ON THE SITUATION***
My older brother and I are very close. He wants to take a journey (on shrooms) and understand a little more what I feel. He's never had psychedelics, has never even drinked alcohol (he'll be 39 this year) so I'm debating this with myself because on one hand I can be his sitter and provide comfort if he needs it, on the other I feel this would be a great bonding experience. I'd really like to hear what y'all think. Also he claims to have a "mind of steal" but I'm just going to start him on a full eighth (3.5g) chocolate square. Hope to hear from you :) ~ Stephanie
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Wow three days should be plenty of time. I always like to have the day of adventure off and the day after. Especially since i always trip at night lol I've taken mushrooms as late as 10 i think and maybe slept an hour before having to be awake for lifes demands.
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May 9, 2022
It was LSD in this example, but lessor versions of feeling like a bad "sitter" have happened at least 3 other occasions.
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May 9, 2022
When I introduce people to their first journey, I don't go up to 3.5g. I pick a nice bright day. I make sure we trip at home safe and sound, but I also live near a nice park where we can be outside safely. I make sure to have plenty of water around, a nice floofy blanket, and a chill out room with s... View More
Welcome to the site we are thrilled you have found and joined us. Make yourself at home and I hope you have a wonderful time. Join some groups, makes some friends and enjoy yourself.
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In response to @shaboy about ego death/boundary dissolution, I imagine it something like this. Then afterwards your human mask is back on (your default "consciousness" coming back)
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Shaboy I think awe and horror are closely linked. I can definitely some days identify with your perspective and see the beauty and sense the interconnectedness, but I also think we are like ants trapped in a matchbox with zero understanding of what’s outside the box and I feel claustrophobic. Most d... View More
What i learned recently about acid, is that holding that tab under the tongue is the nost important thing. Ive dosed 750ug before and was way more fucked when I learned to keep it under the tongue fir as long as possible. My brother with the same low tolerance took 750ug and didnt lose his ego. Hes ... View More
CHIEFBIGBEAR interesting, I usually have put mine into whisky or such for accurate micro dosing, but will try it with paper next time I go bigger.