last night my dad caught me with an ounce of shrooms, I had planned on taking a 14+ gram trip soon but all thats gone now. My parents think I am a drug addict and it is impossible to explain to them ... View Morelast night my dad caught me with an ounce of shrooms, I had planned on taking a 14+ gram trip soon but all thats gone now. My parents think I am a drug addict and it is impossible to explain to them the pyschedelic experience and why i am so fond of it. The only thing that matters to them is the law and even more difficult is trying to explain to them why pychs are illegal and why the government does not want us to think. I cannot explain to them my journey of spirituality and conciousness because of their christian faith. I feel like an alien to them and something they can not understand. I feel alone at the moment in this household and with my current financial situation i am unable to move out and be on my own to continue to live the lifestyle i am passionate about. This only drives me harder to create a plan to live my life freely without judgement or say so from others thay do not understand.
I'm seriously shocked about some of the advice you got here: Joke or not: NEVER drug anyone WITHOUT CONSENT!
I know it's hard living with a family who has very different opinions about this kind of topics. You can't force them to change their minds. Of course, you can try to educate them, talk abou... View MoreI'm seriously shocked about some of the advice you got here: Joke or not: NEVER drug anyone WITHOUT CONSENT!
I know it's hard living with a family who has very different opinions about this kind of topics. You can't force them to change their minds. Of course, you can try to educate them, talk about your intentions, but if that changes their minds is not up to you.
The good thing is: you don't have to rush anything, especially with psychedelics.
Until you have another opportunity to go on a journey with psychedelics, you can explore your mind without drugs. Like meditation, astral projection, breath work or shamanic journeys. It'll enhance your later Trips massively and you can see it as a responsible way of preparing for your next trip.
Also: 14 g is a MASSIVE dose and I strongly encourage you not to do such a dosage alone, especially with people nearby who shouldn't know what you're doing. Also know your intentions.
I don't know how experienced you are with mushrooms or psychedelics in general. If you've never done it before, I'd strongly recommend to start low. 2,5-3 g perhaps.
Stay safe