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So last year I had one of my first real breakthroughs on DMT. I had hit a compliancy in my life and was searching for some kind of answers or meaning to everything. I have had many experiences with DM... View MoreSo last year I had one of my first real breakthroughs on DMT. I had hit a compliancy in my life and was searching for some kind of answers or meaning to everything. I have had many experiences with DMT prior but was never able to blast off, mostly due to my fear of dying. As most people do i only remember parts of it and i tend to mix 2 different sessions together because i did it the next night as well. I remember going into it and seeing weird spiral like tendrils which reminded me very much of what ive heard described as elfs wich i wouldn't use that description my self but more like the jesters that Rogan talked about. I remember that part being very intense with color and lots of revolvng, churning geometric patterns. I remember opening my eyes and closing them again and seeing a devilish creature grining at me and suddenly becoming nervous i was going to go into a dark place. I remember thinking to my self this is a part of you and there's no reason to fear it and then laughing and then having a rush of what id described as everything in the world that was happening at that moment in my minds eye. I remember a voice saying everything thing is you. Each person,animal,tree, rock ect. The voice was telling me everything was me. Weirdly i remember the last part of that being a small asian boy playing a toy red hammer and the voice saying even you are the hammer. Im the floating and realize that i am a orngish golden could floating alongside brighter golden could and thats the voice im hearing in my mind. We are floating over these visions in a nebula like atmosphere. I dont remember alot of the conversation but the point of it being everything that is, is connected and essentialy a collective of one whole. The come down and my reason for sharing this was the part that changed my life and ive been completely stuck on since. At some point the voice i realize that i know. I relize its a woman that ive always know and i felt the most intense love for that ive ever felt for anyone, a love that i felt i have had for longer then im able to explain. I told her that i felt like i had always known her and felt like i loved her before and she smiles and says "you say that evertime" I also said at one point "i feel like ive been here before" and she laughs and says "you say that every time too" that shit completely blew my mind. I remember physically floating back down to my body with her beside me the whole time. Not only did it completely change my mind on reincarnation and get rid of my fear of death it has completely stuck with me and i actually deeply want to see this purpleish blue woman i seen, again. I would not share this usually because i feel kind nutty sharing my trips especially this one because it's definitely the most vivid detailed trip ive ever had but i listened to a guy on YouTube almost describe what i expirenced almost word for word after going through it myself and searching for some answers. Im extremely curious to hear of anyone else encountering same thing. I need to know more about this feminine entity.
Im horrible at keeping up with any of my social media and don't really ever post much but every time I'm going through some of the worst things lately I shut out FB, messagener and snap and find my se... View MoreIm horrible at keeping up with any of my social media and don't really ever post much but every time I'm going through some of the worst things lately I shut out FB, messagener and snap and find my self here. I dont interact much because of anxiety but I really appreciate this platform and the people on it alot. The information thats provided as well as the amazing beautiful freakish personalities that are on here. Things have been extremely dark for me lately and this app has been a candle for me at night when the deep thinking starts to set in.
Whats the most non drug related psychedelic moment of your life? My top 2 would be watching my son come into this world and being stuck in a tent overnight on a mountain, under a tree, in a lightning ... View MoreWhats the most non drug related psychedelic moment of your life? My top 2 would be watching my son come into this world and being stuck in a tent overnight on a mountain, under a tree, in a lightning storm. 2 of the most chaotic and peaceful moments in my life. I heard Duncan Trussell talk about his childs birth being the most psychedelic experience in his life and now that i completely understand ive been stuck on that for some reason since. Curious to other people's experiences..
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