Budelaire
by on February 10, 2021
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So this all started with 2g of golden teachers, no visuals but a lovely warm rushing "coming up" sensation, me and my Mrs did around the same, supplemented with 1.5g of Penis Envi after a hour or so. Again nothing too crazy hallucination wise which was a surprise for us after a few years (decades even) off from any sort of psychedelics. We just felt amazing but I was chasing a more visual experience.
So we tentatively broke out the rest of the care pack a friend had sent out to Spain to us from the UK. Golden teachers where off a different Spanish friend whom had grown them from a locally sourced kit.
We had a little silver pipe and I just popped some crytals in there and burnt them. Tasted unusual and a little smoke came out and immediately a faint crystallised Web of patterns filled my vision. I felt distant and staring Into space trying to appreciate it. My partner looked unusually dark. It dissapated quickly. Leaving me very much hungry for more.
Mrs said you look dissapointed, your meant to vape it stop being a pussy and do it right.
So out came the Storz and Bickle Plenty an hand held mainly dry herb vape.
I popped a fair Ammount in on top of the already vaped herb and made sure it was over 200°C. Wasnt sure if it would work??
I took a huge lung full and was surprised at how much vape came out. A huge thick cloud! I thought shit! Maybe I put too much in and took another massive lung full as I was determined! Immediately I felt like I was going to pass out, a rush of blood type sensation. Can remember saying something like "that'll do it" and I laid down on the bed face down in the pillows.
What followed can only be described as a game changer.
A huge surge of indescribable shapes and colours ever evolving and very much overwhelming. Like a roller coaster ascending getting higher and higher yet going deeper and deeper at the same time with every turn. Both Dark and colourful at the same time. My initial thoughts where "Faaaaccckkkiiing hell! You've finally killed yourself through drug abuse ya knobhead"
At this point I seeming got my 1st "message" subconsciously/telepathically whatever you want to call it but a message non the less. "That doesn't matter" (my death).
This was when everything changed and another message. "Have you felt that, who cares of death" and an unusual feeling of unconditional love, almost burning every nerve ending in my seemingly lifeless body. A beautiful feeling.
As I gave into this feeling Another turn in the road, it like somebody slammed the brakes on or burst my bubble, quite literally as I was almost flicked on the forehead and I popped like a water-filled balloon in slow motion bullet time. My being slowly unravelled and my soul dripped to the floor in a million pieces. I felt myself ricochet about like bouncy balls and The experience immediately changed.
I remember takin a huge breath at this point. it felt like the 1st in an eon of time, I'd say I was about 5 minutes in at this point and still overwhelmed but it felt like the top of an arch had been reached, the end of my ascent, I felt like I was then teleported into space. Almost coming out the 1st experience and left peacefully looking at a throbbing mycellium type web/mass of 3d purple lightning/dark matter almost. It felt like animals and shapes ever changing and a superfast reel of film happening so fast I could never latch onto any one thing.
My children lied asleep just the other side of the wall in the next room and despite my out of body state all I could feel was that glowing love for them and total exceptance of my life here on Earth and what I am fortunate to have.
Now breathing was more apparent, I could feel my legs! I wasn't dead the pressance of my children grounding me almost.
The spirals of colour where back as I slowly started a descent back into my body.
My partner patted me on my back. "There. There Love" she said as she could see that I was almost struggling but very much back in the room haha. "Told you to Vape it!" (Mrs Always bloody Right) ha.
Then I got up, amazed at how awe-inspiring and how much the experience had taken over my concious and how I was now seemingly sober and thankful I wasn't actually dead, so made a cuppa whilst she did the same!
I'll never forget it and no doubt will be chasing that feeling/experience forever whenever I have DMT.
As a side note this has broken my psychological addiction to Pot as I smoked it every waking hour, so for that I'm ever thankful.
Thanks
B.
Posted in: DMT, Psilocybin
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ramalamadingdong
Beautiful
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groooovy421
Nice. Thank you for sharing. Cant wait to try that myself.
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