55min DMT experience.

55min DMT experience.

Hello.

My first and only DMT experience of 2017. If you vibrate with this attempt to describe the most significant spiritual experience of my life, please stay in touch. Perhaps someone else might better understand all the symbolism involved in this experience! I know there are different types of DMT molecules, nevertheless, am not certain which of those substances was given to me. I remember the crystals were light-brownish color and had a strong smell…

I never really asked for the substance, it was simply delivered to me by a friend which tried to explain me how to smoke it using a pipe, weed and tobacco. Ignoring entirely her instructions, I simply used an herb vape to vaporize all the substance near its boiling point. The result was a 55 min DMT experience. Yep, 55 mind-blowing minutes, to say the very very least.

I performed the ritual alone in my home while I was WFH during lunch time hahaha. I inhaled twice, the first time was a small puff, unlike the second one which I believed I smoked the rest of the entire dose.

On the first puff I was transported to a city made entirely of light. “Made of light” like, if a different and most wise civilization, or humans far into the future, could, somehow, create solid structures using light.  The city was very very active, but I saw no creatures there and interacted with no one. I moved (as in wisp form, not on human form) to a “chapel” which emanated a vibe of holiness I cannot describe. In the courtyard of that temple was a gigantic observatory-like structure which had an antenna which was the source of a strange form of energy flowing from it straight into an interdimensional wormhole. I do not know why, but I knew with certainty that it was the origin of the human (and perhaps other type of) consciousness teleported directly into the 3rd dimension/density.

Suddenly I was returning to Earth smoothly... Now, with more questions than answers, I smoked the rest of the dose in 1 gigant hit. Now this is where the weird shit begins…

The tripp went from 0mi/h to ‘infinite’ mi/h real fucking quick!! It began with a voice saying:
“Your specie always does the same. Always. Always does the same. Always. Always. Always does the same. Always. Always. Always does the same. Always. Always. Always does the same. Always. Always. Always. Always. Always. Always. Always. Always. Always. Always...”

I believe it referred to the huge overdose I just had after such a smooth trip...

The tripp was followed by so many geometrical patterns shapes and so much weird shit I just cannot express in words. Nonetheless, I believe I saw the “software” components of the matrix.

I saw the unification of all human knowledge into 1 single “real truth” about everything. In other words, somehow, I saw clearly how literature affected both chemistry and ocean currents and vice versa.

It was revealed the white whale of Stephen Hawking, the mathematical formula of the matrix but I am not a physicist, so I did not understand (and I it was gone in a blink of an eye). All I know is that it was revealed to me so that I could understand that it was so long and so complicated and so full of variables that we don’t even understand, that it is pointless to search for the formula of life while wasting our own life in the process. (It’s not that it can’t be completely understood one day, and I do not discourage anyone trying their best to get there, but it’s incredibly complex and it will be a shame to waste a life because of a mental and mathematical glitchy loophole quest. Balance is the key, it always is).

I saw THE CORE MESSAGE (ONLY!!!!!!!!) of every single religion unite into 1 single truth, understanding that religions are different cultural ways in which the same message is delivered to different humans in different parts of the world (simply because you need certain psychedelics to understand much beyond that, but whether we like it or not, psychedelics are not for everyone, that’s why religions exist as metaphors). I saw Leonardo da Vinci’s vitruvian man, the chakras, the acupuncture points, the aura system, and some Jewish things (which I do not understand, to be honest), like energy fields, surrounding everything. I saw the computer quantum codes “0”s and “1”s to materialize the subatomic particles that materialize the human chromosomes and the rest of creation and so on...

After this, more weird, magnificent, holy, pure, psychedelic, and unified hard-to-describe events unfolded. After this point there is no “chronological order of things” anymore.

Eventually I met the entity/program called “Anubis” the Egyptian god. It weighted my heart and a feather, and my heart turned out to be heavier.

At the time I was… ignorant about many spiritual topics.
How ignorant?

Well, when I saw my heart being heavier than a feather I said “Daaa, of course, you stupid dog!”

After this I felt such a horrible sensation…like if I had failed an important test. Anubis disappeared and a black “screen” appeared in front of me. It gave me the sensation of a metal laboratory gate with a “password”, just like a computer. I had 5 “seconds” to enter said password and no hint whatsoever on what the fuck that meant. I guess that if you get there, you have to “know” beforehand what’s going on…

Since I entered the wrong password, the gate remained closed and I was given a vision of my past life and how I was a leader of an important movement (perhaps religious/spiritual) that resonated across the glove but I was poisoned. Immediately after dying I decided that my work was not done and returned to earth if this new incarnation. I do not know how long it took for me to reincarnate, but it was long enough to notice that I was living in a different version of Earth. “Modern times”, we might say. Perhaps the 49 “days” for a soul are “years” or “decades” here...?

Then I saw myself in my bed and felt as if something pulled me “from behind”. So far it pulled me that I went outside the solar system. Btw, there are a couple of planet-sized objects not that far that we have not discovered yet because they have weird trajectories.
At this point, time accelerated, and I was able to see how the Andromeda galaxy and ours collided creating the most awesome firework spectacle that I’ve ever seen! At this point I was “hive-mind” swimming across the dark and vast darkness of space. Of course, I begin to panic. Not only was my physical original world inconceivably far away, but it had been obliterated billions of years ago.

“So now what? What was the point of all that?!”
“Am I supposed to dwell in the universe until I find another planet with the correct characteristics to materialize myself again as a bacterium and evolve?!”  

Suddenly a wormhole appeared.

-At this point everything is going to be a simple metaphor because it is literally impossible for me to describe that experience using common human written language, concepts, and ideas. -

To travel into the wormhole, I had to die.
So, I accepted the price.

As I traveled into this rainbow portal far beyond the speed of light, a guttural, petrifying, black metal voice appeared before me. I still remember the exact words spoken to me in English:

“Are you so arrogant that you want to try to understand the creation…of a GOD?!!”

After lived everything I had experienced so far; the only logical answer was:

“That’s why I am here”.

After this I got to a “place” that was a “sphere” that overcame duality and time itself, which “walls” where made of infinite portals of the infinite realities that exist. In the ‘center’ was a “gigantic” being. I assume it remained in the lotus position because I was only able to “see” “his” “feet” and the end of “his” “robe”. It reminded me of Alex Grey’s Cosmic Christ.

Travelling into one random portal led me to the exact same “location” but this time, the portals led to the infinite dimensions that existed within that one single reality. Entering one of these portals led me to a cosmic “highway” that I assume had to do with the so called “densities”, in which being a “rock” was like being a ‘wall’ in this ‘highway’, but being a human was an exit to that highway that lead to the so called “road/path of life”.

Before returning to Earth, I saw a summary of…. ‘events’ that had nothing to do with the message being sent to me at the moment. The event that resonated with me was something related to space forces in another dimension or time or something, fighting for, what I considered, good and for evil. I do not know if that was somehow related to the “reptilians”. I believe it was just as a post data message to me.

After that incredibly amazing and “mindnuking” set of experiences, and much more that I just can’t remember nor describe, I returned to my room conveniently floating like a “feather” on calm winds.

These seem like uncertain times in many ways, but I have been feeling for quite some time that enormous changers are not only coming but have actually arrived. That balance is returning and that the unfair, invisible corruption that has manipulated and tainted our bodies, minds and souls here has no power anymore. Nonetheless, we cannot hate, nor fear said corruption, because hate and fear themselves are that corruption and the act of hating and fearing is exactly the act of getting corrupted.

When I was returning, I asked if I could share all that with the world. “They/It” said to me sarcastically:

“Heh, you could try to make someone believe you”.

‘Something’ told me today to write down this anecdote, and it will probably be the same force that made you read it. It is all part of a greater plan and it will someday unfold in front of us all and everything will make perfect, logical sense. We have never been alone; we are dispersed strategically so that we can initiate, archive and maintain the change we want to be a part of.

That last thought always remembers me the song Invincible by Muse.

“…And during the struggle
They will pull us down
Please, please let's use this chance to
Turn things around
And tonight we can truly say
Together we're invincible”

Namaste <3