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well guys, i certainly didnt breakthrough. i did, however, have an ego-death. i did the traditional sandwich method (despite everyone suggesting me not to) and i take your typical three hits, four to be exact. eyes closed, and watching as i hit the bowl, it brings back that feeling. man i love that feeling, theres no describing it. anyway, honestly not much happened, except slow moving craaazy different patterns. although, the whole time i was being talked to by, what i believe, to be the Egyptian gods or "dmt entities." now i could theoretically be totally wrong about the Egyptian aspect of it, as i didnt really get any obvious signs that it was. but throughout the whole thing, i felt like it was them. sadly, i cannot remember really anything they said, but it wasnt any "end of the world" stuff or anything to that extent. it was more of a self-reflecting session. i know at one point they said something along the lines of "you care about us, therefore we will reward you" and "we've been expecting you" and they were telling me that it was totally okay that i didnt breakthrough, it wasnt my time. that this was a time of making their presence known. all while this is happening, the room is white (my eyes are still closed) and the walls are covered with words, hieroglyphs ect, all moving like scrolling down on a Kindle or something. towards the end, they mentioned "next time" and that i would see more then and it wouldnt be too long before that happens. in all honesty it wasnt anything intense at all, i felt welcomed and cared for. ive always known there was a God (ive grown up a Christian and despite sometimes having my doubts, i still have held my faith), but little did i know there are potentially MULTIPLE. like i said, i cant say for certain that this was Egyptian gods or anything of that sort as i didnt visually see them, but i like to stay on the Mystical sides of things, and thats definitely what it felt like in the moment. all in all, this was much more humbling than any of my past experiences with the spice, and i can safely say i am not disappointed. i of course have loads of questions but i will have to wait until next time it seems. like they say, patience is rewarding. sorry if this trip report was kinda bland, seeing as its my first one i hope you can find it in your heart to cut me some slack lol. i am very humbled by this experience and i feel this will affect my every day habits in a positive and beneficial way.until next time! :D