kratoxes
by on October 15, 2022
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Happy day first and foremost to all you lovely souls hope your adventures have been grand as of lately good to be back and breathe in the fresh air here. So I acquired a quarter of melmac mushies last weekend and a tiny bit of dmt was added at one point and the process I used is my preferred method of lemon tek. I started with 2.5 grams and added a cup of water at the end to make it into more of a lemonade chugged my glass and it was like 10 minutes I could already feel a familiar feeling of love and warmth but so much more this time and through my trip I noticed they were extremely inviting as I only intended to stay with my 2.5 dosage. Well about 45 minutes into it I had this sense and idk like a pep talk from the mushies telling me basically to take more I can do it don't be a little bitch about it, I lemon tekked another gram and diced up another so I had a good amount ready. My playlist was a stick figure and the dirty heads playlist so it was a very don't worry be happy island kinda vibe and I mediated as this was my first solo trip without a sitter in a long long while, I let all my trusted people know what was happening and kept contact the entire time with with as to be safe in what I choose to do during my mediation and after taking now up to 4.5 grams I met this odd looking entity that had a huge and I mean huge like rastafarian looking mushroom cap shaped beanie and he talked like the turtle from finding Nemo. He told me that subconsciously I'm still allowing fear to hold me back and to start going forth with more courage in my heart QUIT OVER FUCKING THINKING MAN! As he grabbed me and shook what seemed like my soul but not in a mean manner or anything really in hey I care about you you idiot kinda manner. Trust in the medicine more and follow the path your set out on it's a righteous one and many need healing we haven't been able to touch with our love yet. I sat with this guy for what seemed like centuries just talking about how easy it really is and having a don't worry be happy attitude goes deeper then just doing it and saying it. That's when he hit me with his name being normis and that if I would just open my eyes a bit I would notice the beauty of life more. At which this time I did and also turned on a light as the little light I had going was just a projector light. Omg this is the moments I wish someone could capture moments for ever because I know the faces I made were priceless the shear amount of visuals I had was absolutely insane and gave me a very quick reminder of how fucked up I was lmfao, it was like the sensation of being at the top of the Manhattan building having a fear of heights and looking down laughing like a maniac but not actually scared I was laughing my ass off having a great time. After being stuck for like 20 minutes starring at my floor I decided it was time to smoke some weed(in reality it has only been about 3 n half hours total at this point) that got me up and put me in the mood to work my nerves up to the deems. I take a good few hits to above the storm by stick figure and take off it was such a fast trip it wasn't even funny but worked out beautifully as I came back to when the song goes

 Said if you're just now waking up

I want to send you all some love

And I do it just because I'll find a way (find a way)

Just like a tale as old as time

We've been having a good time

Paint the story of a life, get high with me (get high with me)

I've been holding on for years

I've been facing all these fears

I'm not afraid (not afraid)

So when you put your head to rest

Man, I wish you all the best

For this life, we have been blessed, I could die today.  

I was left speechless as to what me and normis had spoken about but had this over whelming sensation as if fear was being washed away from me and idk something calming my mind to not over think as much. The shapes I saw once I came back and the colors omg just so beautiful I actually had tears of joy on my face and a smile I couldn't wipe away if I wanted to. The picture of my face is me holding my last hit in actually before I laid back and went for my ride so u can already see how happy I really was before hand this was like ten fold that. I ended up coming down about 3 hours after the blast off and all I can say is I highly suggest the melmacs and I will be back for more with them as they were very pleasant grounded and for me extremely beneficial as I've noticed a change this entire week in work and life in general besides being tired I'm really happy how this trip came out wish I could of done the report the day after but work got me I wrote notes so as to not forget anything or leave anything out. unitl the next tale from the trip kiddos ehehehheehee remember as always mush love and may your adventures be grand. Thank you for reading this one for those that have been waiting I hope this was well worth the wait for you

 

 

 

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Joey Green
Journaling your experience asap can often help tremendously with integration in the days after. Oftentimes, what can seem incorrigible, incomprehensible or incomplete can really "click" and make sense days, weeks ... hell, even years later upon reflection and re-reading your journal words within a m... View More
Like November 27, 2022
kratoxes
Thank you all those that took the time to read definitely had a great time plan on visiting Mel again at 5gs next time see how far the rabbit hole really goes lol
Like December 6, 2022
ChernobylMyco
I'm working hard to go down that rabbit hole. Working with Mel on Agar and now do a new set of spawn jars has been challenging. But I think the reward is going to come very soon!
Like December 7, 2022
kratoxes
I'm hoping so for you man definitely worth the reward
Like December 7, 2022