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I am in the middle of a bout of depression. I believe something needs to change. My life has become too complex, and as I sit amidst all my worldly possessions, I cannot help but think that they are... View More
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Ive been feeling down recently, I dont wanna call it depression cuz its not that intense. I know it has everything to do with whats going on around me, but I cant fold. Do what you can to not dwell on it but also do not ignore the problem If you can fix it. Focus on improving on something, hang out ... View More
Congrats. Many don't even reach that part. Realize it deeper. Don't fight it, don't reject it, just be aware. Your change will come - be patient. Meditate on it.
Im dealing with something that sounds very similar. I know something gotta shake before something breaks.
We are all food eventually <3>
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Looks like me the morning after that date with that cute, shy, quiet girl who sheepishly told me "I like to get rough" .... and I stupidly and severely underestimated that statement!
What??? TMI??
LOL
Practice makes for as close to ones ideals of perfection as possible .... keep drawing as you have some raw talent you have yet to fully embrace
Damn... This is going to be a tough one to write out. Me and two friends dropped some acid around... 8:00pm? Already feeling good from weed, earlier. Sat down, watched some JoJo's Bizarre adventure... About four episodes in, the world absolutely collapsed around me. Reality froze, and all I noticed was in immense feeling of being lifted, but...not in 3-dimensional space. My...essence, for lack of a better term, was shot out of my body at light speeds. I could feel the sizzling in my mind as I rocketed through dimensions, seeing all sorts of distortions and kaleidoscopic fractals. My friends were equally as taken by this, and we all felt an overwhelming urge to go to an empty room. In this room, there was a metal object that acted like a tuning fork. When struck on the concrete floor, it produces this clear ringing tone unlike anything I've experienced. I could feel the waves of sound washing over me. It was beautiful. We turned the lights out, and one of the others would methodically use the tuning fork while we sat in silence. I could see the waves of sound, rolling motions of lines, white on an inky black surface. Vibrations sent through the ground from the step of an ant felt like earthquakes to me. Yet, in this chaos of no visual information and an overload of senses, I found a clarity. My breathing slowed. I was at peace, for I was grounded here, in reality, and nothing really mattered in that moment. The simplicity of the sound took me from a place of turmoil and tumult to a place of serenity and clarity. We went and layed out on the lawn after this, above us was a massive tree, the canopy stretching over me like the massive arched ceiling of a cathedral. The branches danced for me in the wind, and I found a different kind of peace. Even now, at 23 hours after taking the acid, I feel at peace. We alternated between the couch, the echo chamber room, and the lawn for a while. I was thoroughly enjoying myself, and at this point I had come off the highest peak, I believe. My friend and I were standing in the back yard at 5am, listening to the city around us. I took a deep breath, filled my lungs with the cool air of the wee hours of the morning, and breathed a heavy sigh. I felt a massive weight come off my shoulders, and listened to the city around me begin to wake for the day, listening to the gentle sounds of early birds, the occasional distant car, and the song of a thousand people dragging themselves out of bed for the day. We went inside, where my other friend had layed out a beautiful quilt and pillow for me, I layed down and used my meditation stone for a while. Holding it, even at that stage, was very grounding. The weight, the constant pressure it provided gave me a sense of stillness, and I found myself in very deep slumber very quickly. I awoke about five hours later to find a cup of coffee waiting for me (I don't usually do caffeine but I made an exception). I sipped it gingerly while my friend and I spoke about how we felt on the front porch, the sun nearly blistering our skin in the best way. The rest of the day has been extensive self-care. I showered, and cleaned my body and soul. I made some delicious Earl grey tea. I pet my dog. I cleaned my surroundings, making them simple, less chaotic. From simplicity, clarity. I am so blessed to have learned what I sought to know when I took this substance.
Now, excuse me, but this took entirely too long to write, and I still have some good afterglow to enjoy while I sleep. Goodnight, friends, and remember to stay simple.
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Indeed sir i was glad to be there for it the fork and the darkness brought a whole new level of xp points to me and when i was in the darkness i had my eyes closed thinking im in the void as the vibrations were washing over me focusing on my breath the waves getting stronger in this kind of blank st... View More
For sure man I'd be excited to do that again and maybe get some incense to burn in there too just to accent those amazing vibrations man
Be careful if its a strong incense. Also if youโre using a self igniting charcoal, iโd light it out side until its finished burning off the surface. With your senses so heightened a strong smell can be very overwhelming. I burn frankincense when the energy gets too heavy in my home and i lit some wh... View More
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PsychonautNelly his arms aren't positioned correctly for that, and I did that on purpose. Because last thing i need is for people thinking im sending subliminal messages or something scary like that. Good eye tho.
Sometimes when a demon wont leave you alone, it's better to let them in. Make that fucker pay rent. He's on a one way ticket to WTF junction on Mr. Bone's Wild Ride! COME GET SOME YA POINTY-TAIL BI... View More
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Demons imo can only enter your body if u let them thats where free will comes into play u have to invite them in some way. And i truly belive i have multiple spirit guides protecting me and puting me on the right path. 

Reptilian I believe we all have some form of guardian over us. However, in my opinion that guardian is not infallible. Thus, we must ready ourselves for if and when that guardian fails. Trust, but verify, my friend.
Shroomday I do believe that whatever has taken hold of you is not particularly benevolent, however it would perhaps be a good idea to reflect upon that feeling of comfortable discomfort. It's quite a useful state of mind.
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July 11, 2020
Indeed that's genius. According to the old egyptian story of Isis, you get control over these when you get to "know their true name". She (Isis) made a snake to poison Ra, and in exchange for the cure asked Ra to reveal to her its real name, that she then used to gain its power to do other magical s... View More
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July 11, 2020