Created a couple self portraits tonight... For better or worse.
It's been entirely too long since I've posted. I miss this community and the support it can offer.Life has been a bit shit and I've forgot what it means to be me because I've focused on what I'm scare... View MoreIt's been entirely too long since I've posted. I miss this community and the support it can offer.Life has been a bit shit and I've forgot what it means to be me because I've focused on what I'm scared to become. It's been a year or so since I've taken a trip because I'm afraid I'll be forced to confront myself. As an experienced psychonaut, it feels absurd because I know it'll be difficult yet OK. As a human being, FUCK life can be hard....
Had to show off this amazing custom tumbler my wife got for me today. Also, Happy Holidays to those that indulge!
So one of my long time hobbies is game development and soon ill be getting some stuff together to show off my latest project. It's not commercial, I have no interest in making money off it. It's just ... View MoreSo one of my long time hobbies is game development and soon ill be getting some stuff together to show off my latest project. It's not commercial, I have no interest in making money off it. It's just a passion. I'm wanting my "studio" to have a psychedelic related name, but I am horrible with naming stuff. I'm a solo developer so my first thought was "Monotub Studios" as it seems fitting. Another was "Astral Vision Games". Anyone have any other suggestions?
The final pull on this batch gave me some fluffy little guys. Noice!
Is it possible to have a breakthrough while still being aware of the self?I don't have enough memory of it for a full trip report but here's what I do have. My usual trips have typically been 15-20mg,... View MoreIs it possible to have a breakthrough while still being aware of the self?I don't have enough memory of it for a full trip report but here's what I do have. My usual trips have typically been 15-20mg, well today I went for 30 and holy shit...There were very brief colors and fractals at first, then BOOM I was elsewhere. No tunnel, no light, nothing. Instant teleport. I was in a technicolor labyrinth of undulating shapes and colors I just couldn't make sense of. It fully engulfed me yet had a sense of freedom inherent to it. Same with the beings. They were there, but I couldn't focus on them. They were laughing at me because my "self" was fading in and out of my consciousness along with a feeling of fear. I remember time dilating and I couldn't tell if I was in for 5 minutes or an eternity. There were moments of extreme peace interrupted by terror because I knew enough to know I had no idea where I was or how long I'd been there. It was incredible and unnerving at the same time. Did I have my first breakthrough, or is this the "waiting room" I've read about? I wish I could remember more of what happened... I do plan to go again this afternoon at the same dosage.
We got a new vacuum sealer as a wedding present. I'm sure they didn't intend for me to use it for long term mushroom storage, but you know... Priorities.
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