Thoughts On Tripping currentlyLooking for adviceI was an early starter for psychedelics specifically LSD and Psilocybin. I started around 15years old and continued on and off for a total of about 7Tri... View MoreThoughts On Tripping currentlyLooking for adviceI was an early starter for psychedelics specifically LSD and Psilocybin. I started around 15years old and continued on and off for a total of about 7Trips.The last mushroom trip was about 2years ago and I had was a very intense experience on 2.6g of Penis Envy’s.The experience itself was incredibly psychologically intense and I was almost in agony as I peaked.The sensation of feeling every atom in the body shake as you are about to explode.I never truly exploded at least I don’t remember but I was in fetal position with my higher self saying “ We won’t break-We won’t break”And I never did. In my mindset I believed if I “exploded” or “broke through” I would lose my mind. So I foolishly resisted. Took a few days to recover from and that evening was the most delightful gratuitous amazing evening I’ve ever had. Like going on a 25 mile hike I felt as if I had been on a journey.The cerebral effects however were too intense. I was in fight or flight mode stressed the entire trip and although the ending idea for me was a lesson of gratuity and mental fortitude it scared me away from psychedelics.I am still SUPER interested in foraging mushrooms and I WANT to have more trips under my belt but I am nervous that the pre trip anxiety will come back and ruin it for me or that my dose will be too much and I will be too far in.I want a dose # for psilocybin and LSD that would be a slight increase in visual distortion but not a whole ass mental battle to survive and stay on this realm ???? Of course it’s been quite some time for me too and I’ve grown as a person a lot so I’m not really looking for a deep lesson but more of the benefits for profound thoughts but VERY SLIGHT visuals/Mental confusionAny tips for me?And then dosing after that?
Long time no speak friends???? im back and im very curious now on growing my own mushrooms. I dont know a thing about how to grow or where to buy equipment/spores. I would like to start with Lions Man... View MoreLong time no speak friends???? im back and im very curious now on growing my own mushrooms. I dont know a thing about how to grow or where to buy equipment/spores. I would like to start with Lions Mane shroomies. Can anyone guide me in a good direction for a first step?
I had been researching on stopping nicotine and had seen many benefits via Psilocybin on helping opiod addiction and other cravings. Not much info found. Anyone have any experience with this? Dosing? ... View MoreI had been researching on stopping nicotine and had seen many benefits via Psilocybin on helping opiod addiction and other cravings. Not much info found. Anyone have any experience with this? Dosing? Different spores maybe? Any info would help.
December 19, 2020
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Sunset has just finished up and I was really ready to take it to the next level. Unfortunately it got darker as It had kicked in so I did miss the sunset. But what ended up happening was crazy. I had thought it had kicked in the first 10minutes and I thought I peaked at 30. In reality it kicked in at 20 minutes and 30in felt intense. At this point I realized I was keepinf emotion in so I called up my friend Jacob. We listened to music for my come up and I turned my black lights on enjoyed the music the trippy posters. But then everything had changed. My vision INSTANTLY zoomed out I was now watching myself trip in the third person. I distinctly remember touching the floor without bending down mind you I am 6foot. So many things had happened at once and I remember just laying on the bed mind fucked at the thought that we could be bubbles in a frying pan and that’s our reality today. I then knew it was gettin crazy so I took a a shower. In the shower I hit a thought loop. With deep knowledge of mental and psychological issues and how that should work I had convinced myself that my conscious talking to me was schizophrenic and it was a voice. I needed up breaking the thought loop but the night had kinda ended stressfully and tiredly trying to get over that. Next day I didn’t feel as bad of a seratonin drop a s usual but was defiantly still there
So recently alot of people in my life have come to be confused with how my brain works. I just recently lost my mom and it was pretty hard. While my family is still greiving a week later i have moved ... View MoreSo recently alot of people in my life have come to be confused with how my brain works. I just recently lost my mom and it was pretty hard. While my family is still greiving a week later i have moved on. There was no human i was closer with than my mom. But deep down i know she would want me to keep movin forward. So i decided to explain how i healthily keep emotions close but distant. In most anger or sadness scenarios i can keep my emotions deep down without anxiety or depression or anger. I can move them aside no matter what and focus on life. But my neutral state isnt neutral so much anymore. Its a peaceful melancholy. The rainy vibes being either alone or with my loved one listening to music that kind of just resonates with the stormy vibe. That is my happy. But my anger is quickly dealt with as impulse control for emotions has been my goal. Ive come to the point with almost every emotion i can process them healthily but i can wait until i have the time and energy to do so which overall makes me a happier person. Never neglect youre emotions though. Reality will become so distant so fast. Youre chances of coming back are so so low if you neglect heavy emotions so take time to process youre emotions but make sure to learn them as well. Much love everyone????
Change is a hell of an experience. But almost half a year ago i moved across the country left friends, family,my whole social life and someone on this very app told me something ill never forget. Chan... View MoreChange is a hell of an experience. But almost half a year ago i moved across the country left friends, family,my whole social life and someone on this very app told me something ill never forget. Change is growth. I have been through so much and expereinced so many things since leaving my comfort zone. And its been amazing i feel so different and have experienced so much more than i couldve imagined
Also HUGE tip to everyone who expereinces seratonin drops day after tripping.The first thing would be to trip during the day so you dont mess up sleep cycle. If youre staying up all night not only wil... View MoreAlso HUGE tip to everyone who expereinces seratonin drops day after tripping.The first thing would be to trip during the day so you dont mess up sleep cycle. If youre staying up all night not only will you feel fuzzy and groggy the next day but you will also have to combat being tired and withdrawn of seratonin. And the second thing is if you cant for any reason manage to take it during the day due to work make sure the next day you wake up at a regular time eat and then go back to sleep. This will help youre body replenish chemicals faster while youre sleeping so you wake up more into this reality lol
Took a 150ug tab of pure needlepoint lsd and it was an harsh but amazing expereince. I feel like the more time i put inbetween trips and the more i reflect on them the more emotionally strong i get. I... View MoreTook a 150ug tab of pure needlepoint lsd and it was an harsh but amazing expereince. I feel like the more time i put inbetween trips and the more i reflect on them the more emotionally strong i get. I almost lost all grip of reality and ended up convincing myself for 2 hours i was schizofrenic. But from previous trips ive learned to not get attatched to bad thoughts. My Concious was there with me the whole time saying just wait it out until you can sleep and youll be fine once my peak had ended. Really smooth come up and peak entered new dimensions of thinking and it was amazing. Im so glad that i have mentally improved since last time because unexperienced me would have lost all sense of self and being. So grateful for this amazing psychedelic journey. Amazing visuals with geometric lasers and vibrant colors. Stay trippy
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